leroybrown56515

how fast we get caught in the net of love. scrambles our brains like a blender, and then
we are expected to function properly in one of the most important situations of our life.
how pathetic, how sad. darwin be damned, ive been fucked by the evolutionary advantage
of attraction. i love personaly because its beautifull too. from an objective stand point
i love because it provides a funtion to make me stay with my mate and our offspring. its ok
it wasnt really rachel anyway. it was any great girl. never had one before. i dont think
i should have a girl for a while. im fairly sure now that im not prepared. i get more and more
solid every month, and yet love-one of the most essential jewels to my long term happiness- is so
far beyond me.... i think. wheres an iron heart when you need one. if my brawn was rock
and my brain was iron, well then my heart would be roughly as tough as sour cream in the sun.

to quote vonnegut:
"someday, oh someday, this crazy world will end, and god will take back all the things that he
did kindly lend, and if upon that sad sad day you chose to curse our god, well go ahead and
curse away for he'll just smile and nod."

nice joke god. yea, yea, i think its pretty funny too. it certanly does have a bit of a bite
though.