leonheart

bleh i hate having nothing to do... i always get in a downer mood wen i'm absolutely bored ... mostly cuz there's no one online to talk to ... or show interest in talking to me ... and everyone i am talking to isn't really talking to me ... and no one can or wants to talk on the phone ...

ya i'm a phone person i love talking on hte phone haha ... but my best friend is away in Atlanta and i can't talk to him ... my girlfriend can't or won't talk for some reason or other ... Sarah i dun think she cares to since she never calls ... ya i don't have that many people i usually talk to :p ...

and i hate the fact that where i live ... NONE of my friends are that close by ... like Glenn is about 45 miinutes bus/subway away and he's the closest ... so i don't really have people i can hang out with ... i kno it's kinda pathetic :p ... but i do get rather lonesome at times just always being at home >_<! i'm jelous of people who have their friends so close by that they can see tthem anytime they want ... and spend time at eachother's houses and shit ... like last night and this morning i was at Glenn's ... but i go there like 1nce every 2 months or so ... unless it's pre-conventions ... then i am there very often ...

but yea .... it sucks being alone...

can't play any games ... computer won't let me and no memory card for ps2 right now ...

don't feel like doing homework... or working out...

this sucks ass. i miss school ... 'least half of my day was taken up by it...

bleh whatever fuck this ...

i need new friends haha ... what am i? in fucking pre-school? x_x

i still need to do that whole get away thing i'm always talking about... from everything and everyone i kno.