I hate doing this, but I swear I haven't had much time to devote to this site. I will soon though, and I will slowly get in touch with everyone who's posted over the next few days.
In a nutshell...
1) I told him exactly what I thought of him. Sort of made a mess out of it, but I finally got everything off my chest. And you know what's funny, I still haven't heard from him! Not even one word in response to a letter I wrote. Can you say, COWARDICE!!!
2) I'm now climbing 5.9 levels at the gym. I'm starting to build strength and increase my cardio. I'm only going twice a week still, but it's better than nothing. The more skill I acquire, the more ambitious I become. Climbing is so addictive!
3) My job kinda sucks and I've been applying left, right, centre to find relevant and stimulating work. Short of serving coffee, I'm pretty much the office lackey. I do all sorts of bullshit, mind-numbing tasks. Sometimes my boss is generous and gracious, and sometimes he's arrogant and condescending. Today he was a complete dick, and I wanted to fucking slap him. I've been trying to get my foot in the door at Alliance Atlantis, the mystery goal I eluded to a while back was about an interview I had there. Suffice it to say, I didn't have enough experience for this position, and it looks like I'll have to wait til July before the next bevy of shows come through. If I haven't found another job by then, hopefully I'll have get a second chance with them. It would be dream!
4) Lately, I've been spending time with a gentleman friend whom I've known for several years. The more we hang out, the more I want to be with him. He is such a compassionate and positive person. I am very blessed to have him in my life.
5) I'm re-dying my bangs a darker red
6) And now I'm going to bed, because I am fatigued.
Sending much love and blessings to you all
In a nutshell...
1) I told him exactly what I thought of him. Sort of made a mess out of it, but I finally got everything off my chest. And you know what's funny, I still haven't heard from him! Not even one word in response to a letter I wrote. Can you say, COWARDICE!!!
2) I'm now climbing 5.9 levels at the gym. I'm starting to build strength and increase my cardio. I'm only going twice a week still, but it's better than nothing. The more skill I acquire, the more ambitious I become. Climbing is so addictive!
3) My job kinda sucks and I've been applying left, right, centre to find relevant and stimulating work. Short of serving coffee, I'm pretty much the office lackey. I do all sorts of bullshit, mind-numbing tasks. Sometimes my boss is generous and gracious, and sometimes he's arrogant and condescending. Today he was a complete dick, and I wanted to fucking slap him. I've been trying to get my foot in the door at Alliance Atlantis, the mystery goal I eluded to a while back was about an interview I had there. Suffice it to say, I didn't have enough experience for this position, and it looks like I'll have to wait til July before the next bevy of shows come through. If I haven't found another job by then, hopefully I'll have get a second chance with them. It would be dream!
4) Lately, I've been spending time with a gentleman friend whom I've known for several years. The more we hang out, the more I want to be with him. He is such a compassionate and positive person. I am very blessed to have him in my life.
5) I'm re-dying my bangs a darker red
6) And now I'm going to bed, because I am fatigued.
Sending much love and blessings to you all
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2-i still wanna go climbing. lucky you, an right on on your progress. (awkward sentence yes)
3-Don't get me started on that whole job/not being content with your life thing. I just left a llllllllllllllong ass post on someone else's journal about almost the same subject. All i know is if you're unhappy it doesnt matter how much money you're making, it's no good for you mental health, nor your physical well being. This is your whole existance and should be everything you want it to be,
4-There are very few people i can say that about, and right now only 1 is actively still in my life. But even then, the fact that we can say that about anyone is something wonderful
5-awesome
6- gnite you
Wow, I wish I would've checked in sooner. Hopefully you're groovy (I am, as ever, sending love & prayers(?) your way).
Old friend vs. vanishing dickhead- choices, choices...
Seriously, though- I don't want to misguide or otherwise jinx you, but that sounds like it might be just what the Dr ordered. Remember that love has to come from within. I've heard it said that the supreme couple love completely because they love god more (or something...). Sylvia Browne
I can't turn you on to a job now, but when I use my rock band to stage an overthrow of the Western Capitalist Empire, would you like to plan a Zoo-TV -style multimedia assault? <cajoling> It will pay well and benefit the evolution of humanity...
For now, keep on climbing.
love always