leola76

Ok not gonna lie to you all (if anyone is still interested in reading my journal), I've become a lazy S.O.B. at updating. As the quote under my profile name says, I honestly can't be bothered anymore. My life has been very turbulent over the past few months. Some good things have happened along with some very bad things, and I'm still trying to recover from a calamtious blow that was delivered to me over a month ago. I got screwed over in a very major way, and the impact has taken a greater emotional toll far worse than I ever could have imagined. I've never suffered this sort of humility before, and I'm still struggling to regain my sense of self-worth. Every day of the past 5 weeks has been a rollercoaster ride of highs and lows. Sometimes I feel optimistic about my future, then there days like today...where I'm almost suffocating from my anxieties. I have the support of my family and friends but that alone isn't enough to keep my spirits up.

I've never felt so disrepected. Ever.

xoxo