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lensturtle420

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Sunday Apr 09, 2006

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another entry in a slightly better mood...but only slightly. sorry.

Thank Jah for the reefer....

Ok my friends, tell me this - where do i go (near where i live) to meet women that aren't drunk, and aren't just looking to try and use me for an ego-boost? Anyone? Just one idea? Maybe?

I just think it's kind of harsh that I'm 25 and have never had a girl be in love with me. I know some of my dude friends know what it's like to be unloved, but I've yet to meet a girl that hasn't at least had a guy be infatuated with her. Okay, infatuation isn't love, but it's better than nothing. I want to know what that feels like. Sometime before i die would be nice.

oh well. keep on keeping on. Even though life lacks any real meaning, and i still haven't found a girlfriend.
At least i have my video games...

But it's severely depressing to hear girls i know complaining about how their BF's don't treat them right.

Internal response: "Well dump him then, and don't whine to me about how you picked a loser when you could have had me."

External response: "Oh, I'm sorry to hear that. You could probably do better."

Maybe i should just start speaking my mind a bit more...but i don't like upsetting people. Don't know why, people upset me all the fucking time. That's probably why, I know what it feels like.
This life business is way harder than it should be for me, and it all revolves around women. And I do not want to hear any of that 'oh, you have to be happy just being with yourself' crap. I did 5 years straight of that when i was trying not to die. I'm past that, and now i don't want to be alone but can't seem to meet the right girl. Or any girl.

The thing that really annoys me about it all is that i have a nice house, a nice car, I'm financially comfortable, I'm not bad looking, and I'm a genuinely decent guy. So I'm really fucking confused. What more do women want? Seriously, i have no idea any more.

anyway, i have to stop wallowing in self pity (I'm not actually, just letting my stress out a bit) and get on with doing some work. Not that it's hard, or will take a long time.

'There's nobody here but us chickens'

peace and stuff...


kiss
poptard:
i started being more truthfull, it works wonders,

jsut be truthfull in a nice way, less "Well dump him then, and don't whine to me about how you picked a loser when you could have had me."

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''if he's annying you that much, you've got to reassess your relationship and if yout not happy why are you doing it''
Apr 9, 2006
hood:
dude my comment turned out to be an essay so i e mailed it to you insted whatever
Apr 9, 2006

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