Hello.
Well, it's ben an interesting couple of weeks.
I went down to Falmouth in Cornwall for the Magic Mastersclass, and it was brilliant. I found out that I am much better than i thought I was, and that i am nearly ready for my stage show. I learnt so much good stuff about making my show more interesting and improving the flow, and i got to hang out with 16 wonderful people.
It was great. I got hardly any sleep, had some fun with some women i met and just had a wonderful time.
And now, I'm back in North devon. This weekend, i have visited a couple of friends. That's it. Turns out i missed some bands playing in town on Friday, because no-one seemed to know about it. Bummer. And there was a party last night that I wasn't allowed to go to (because they haven't met me), even though all my friends were invited. That sucked. Where have all the stoner girls gone? There were loads a couple of years ago, now it's just boozeheads everywhere, and i hate being around drunk people.
I think that's why i don't meet many people. But I don't want to meet drunk people. Don't get me wrong, all my friends like to go and get drunk now and again, but I am certainly not going to waste my time, money and brain cells joining them. Drunk people are just no fun unless you are drunk yourself, and I honestly don't understand what people like about acheiving such a state of mental incompetence - but I realise that is just me.
i need to have as much control as I can get in my life, and i am not going to throw any of that control away, not even for a few hours. And i have seen so many people fuck up themselves and their lives with alcohol (my brother in law died last November from Alcoholism, aged 42). It made me into an aggressive wanker, as it does so many people - who unfortunately aren't bright enough to realise that they should probably stop...
I was so born in the wrong country. If you don't drink in this fucking retarded society we live in, you are an outcast. That proves my point about this society being fucking retarded. Maybe it's just Devon, I don't know... but all the pubs here seem to be encouraging binge drinking as much as they can, which would be fine if it didn't turn people into aggressive wankers (alcohol is indicated in (approximately) 90% of all murders, 80% of all Road fatalities, 95% of all assaults and GBH and 75% of rapes - it is undeniable that it is a predominantly evil substance, as it is medically a depressant poison and is very toxic). Alcohol culture fucking sucks.
Having said that, it may just be the people in this country, as i know that they drink quite a bit on friday and saturday nights in Japan, but you never see drunken street brawls (I have friends who live there who all say they have never seen drunken brawl). So maybe it's not alcohol, maybe British people in general are just naturally over-aggressive wankers. Any thoughts?
If i didn't have my house and business here, I would move. Maybe to western Australia. But i don't want to set up all over again yet...
Anyway, I'll stop my bitching there. If you like booze, and feel offended by what I've written about alcohol and the people that binge drink, well, it's not half as offended i get when i have to talk my way out of a kicking from a group of pissed-up townies, or anywhere near as offended as i get when I have to step over some losers puke on the pavement.
Or anywhere near as offended as i am when i hear of another girl raped by a 3 or 4 pissed up thugs, who then try to blame it on their inebriated state. Makes me fucking furious. Burn them. Just burn them all.
Rant over. I'm just sick of this fucking society excluding me.
love, hugs and kisses to all who don't hate me...
Well, it's ben an interesting couple of weeks.
I went down to Falmouth in Cornwall for the Magic Mastersclass, and it was brilliant. I found out that I am much better than i thought I was, and that i am nearly ready for my stage show. I learnt so much good stuff about making my show more interesting and improving the flow, and i got to hang out with 16 wonderful people.
It was great. I got hardly any sleep, had some fun with some women i met and just had a wonderful time.
And now, I'm back in North devon. This weekend, i have visited a couple of friends. That's it. Turns out i missed some bands playing in town on Friday, because no-one seemed to know about it. Bummer. And there was a party last night that I wasn't allowed to go to (because they haven't met me), even though all my friends were invited. That sucked. Where have all the stoner girls gone? There were loads a couple of years ago, now it's just boozeheads everywhere, and i hate being around drunk people.
I think that's why i don't meet many people. But I don't want to meet drunk people. Don't get me wrong, all my friends like to go and get drunk now and again, but I am certainly not going to waste my time, money and brain cells joining them. Drunk people are just no fun unless you are drunk yourself, and I honestly don't understand what people like about acheiving such a state of mental incompetence - but I realise that is just me.
i need to have as much control as I can get in my life, and i am not going to throw any of that control away, not even for a few hours. And i have seen so many people fuck up themselves and their lives with alcohol (my brother in law died last November from Alcoholism, aged 42). It made me into an aggressive wanker, as it does so many people - who unfortunately aren't bright enough to realise that they should probably stop...
I was so born in the wrong country. If you don't drink in this fucking retarded society we live in, you are an outcast. That proves my point about this society being fucking retarded. Maybe it's just Devon, I don't know... but all the pubs here seem to be encouraging binge drinking as much as they can, which would be fine if it didn't turn people into aggressive wankers (alcohol is indicated in (approximately) 90% of all murders, 80% of all Road fatalities, 95% of all assaults and GBH and 75% of rapes - it is undeniable that it is a predominantly evil substance, as it is medically a depressant poison and is very toxic). Alcohol culture fucking sucks.
Having said that, it may just be the people in this country, as i know that they drink quite a bit on friday and saturday nights in Japan, but you never see drunken street brawls (I have friends who live there who all say they have never seen drunken brawl). So maybe it's not alcohol, maybe British people in general are just naturally over-aggressive wankers. Any thoughts?
If i didn't have my house and business here, I would move. Maybe to western Australia. But i don't want to set up all over again yet...
Anyway, I'll stop my bitching there. If you like booze, and feel offended by what I've written about alcohol and the people that binge drink, well, it's not half as offended i get when i have to talk my way out of a kicking from a group of pissed-up townies, or anywhere near as offended as i get when I have to step over some losers puke on the pavement.
Or anywhere near as offended as i am when i hear of another girl raped by a 3 or 4 pissed up thugs, who then try to blame it on their inebriated state. Makes me fucking furious. Burn them. Just burn them all.
Rant over. I'm just sick of this fucking society excluding me.
love, hugs and kisses to all who don't hate me...
and I agree with you on the hole twisted society thingy, Im not sure alcohol is the cause but its certainly one f the symptoms to its general disintegration, why do you think I lock myself away, I know it may not seem it but you are actually living in one of the nicer and safer places of this emerald isle, due to its small population so be thankful for that because it could be worse you could live in a major city like Manchester as I do and the problems are even worse the closer you get to the grey urban sprawl
Just stay strong man thats all I can say
Hugs