I'm having a bad day again.
I need someone to be part of my life.
I am always there for people. No one is there for me.
Another girl I like gave me her number, and is now always busy. so why did she give me her number? what is up with the women I meet? When will I meet a woman who isn't an emotional wreck, and actually likes me?
tune in next time to find out....
FUCK. FUCKING FUCK FUCK FUCK.
I just asked her out. turns out she isn't interested in me. She wants to stay single. How wonderful it must be to have that luxury to choose to be single... It is not fucking fair. I so hate having to live my life feeling constantly consumed by loneliness...
and there is still nothing i can do about it except try and fight off the crippling sense of abandonment and rejection. again. and again. and again. My brothers who know what this is like, know that it does not get easier. It gets harder every fucking single second of the goddamn day and night.
so much rejection. so much hurt. no one who cares anywhere nearby....
nothing is as painful as the death of hope.
I need someone to be part of my life.
I am always there for people. No one is there for me.
Another girl I like gave me her number, and is now always busy. so why did she give me her number? what is up with the women I meet? When will I meet a woman who isn't an emotional wreck, and actually likes me?
tune in next time to find out....
FUCK. FUCKING FUCK FUCK FUCK.
I just asked her out. turns out she isn't interested in me. She wants to stay single. How wonderful it must be to have that luxury to choose to be single... It is not fucking fair. I so hate having to live my life feeling constantly consumed by loneliness...
and there is still nothing i can do about it except try and fight off the crippling sense of abandonment and rejection. again. and again. and again. My brothers who know what this is like, know that it does not get easier. It gets harder every fucking single second of the goddamn day and night.
so much rejection. so much hurt. no one who cares anywhere nearby....
nothing is as painful as the death of hope.
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Don't let it get you down, forget about her and move on to the next girl you meet that you like
Better to find someone thats right for you!
Had a look at your website - didnt realise you'd made that rebirth mod, had it installed here already
Had a listen to a bit of your turntable stuff - v. good!
Sorry to hear about that!
Rejection does make it harder next time, it's a shitter!
But lordschleife and caramel are right, you got to keep moving on; when you do find someone (and you will) it will be so good and meaningful for having been worth the wait.
all the best
[Edited on Feb 16, 2006 11:10PM]