I have a test in 7 hours. What the fuck am I still doing up?!
The stress has been getting to me this semester. I think it's because I have a really intense year and some ahead of me. This is not your typical school year mind you. This is spring, may, summer, fall, and spring term. Not to mention hoping some of my maybe classes get accepted as part of my requirments. If that's not enough, I have two actuarial exams to prepare for. Oh, and that whole finding work thing. ...it's all just a bit overwhelming. I just need to take it one day about a time, but I can't stop thinking about tomorrow, and the day after, and then next month, and holy fuck, so many assignments! And why aren't things clicking like they use to, like why does it take so damn long for me to understand things. I know. I'm getting old. I'm buried under pressure. 6 feet of dirt doesn't sound so bad right now in comparison.
The stress has been getting to me this semester. I think it's because I have a really intense year and some ahead of me. This is not your typical school year mind you. This is spring, may, summer, fall, and spring term. Not to mention hoping some of my maybe classes get accepted as part of my requirments. If that's not enough, I have two actuarial exams to prepare for. Oh, and that whole finding work thing. ...it's all just a bit overwhelming. I just need to take it one day about a time, but I can't stop thinking about tomorrow, and the day after, and then next month, and holy fuck, so many assignments! And why aren't things clicking like they use to, like why does it take so damn long for me to understand things. I know. I'm getting old. I'm buried under pressure. 6 feet of dirt doesn't sound so bad right now in comparison.
otoki:
What year are you? Is this your final year? I know what you mean, I almost dropped out a bunch of times this semester. I'm so fucking tired of school, and it's only my first official year at the U! Fuckin' A. Stay strong, it'll be worth it in the end. 