God I am terminally bored and single.
This whole not drinking lark sucks. I know I am doing it just so I can lose weight, but I really need to just get absolutely wankered. I've realised I am not too good with this little thing called 'life' I know I'm not the only one but it still is cack! I can feel the sad little slide towards depression again, which is one...
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tobie:
Ive been there so many times with situations like the Liz one, and yeah, every time is a little easier, and eventually something happens and you realise that they dont have the power to hurt you anymore. I dont know if thats a positive thing to tell you at the moment, but its a truth.
take care.
take care.
piggers:
hello fellow droog. i'm so happy now. One problem. There were only four droogs, and now we have 5. Ah well, fuck it. We have 5, and it's still great!!
I'm just fed up of always putting myself out and trying to sort things out for other people who are supposed to be my friends yet they never ever do the same for me. There are only a few 'friends' that I know that actually make the effort and seem to act like proper friends yet others just seem to act like I should work...
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So I told Jacqui today that I'm not waiting anymore and that we should just get back to being normal friends...
Fuck me this hurts so much... I can't stomach seeing her at work tomorrow... I love her so fucking much....
Fuck me this hurts so much... I can't stomach seeing her at work tomorrow... I love her so fucking much....
So in an effort to cheer myself up I created a new mix CD for meself......
Come Around by Rhett Miller
Wonderwall by Ryan Adams
Say Yes by Elliott Smith
Lovesong by The Cure
Vermilion Pt. 2 by Slipknot
Broken by Seether
Rust by Echo & The Bunnymen
Starcrossed by Ash
Be Mine by R.E.M.
She Will Be Loved by Maroon 5
All Of This...
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Come Around by Rhett Miller
Wonderwall by Ryan Adams
Say Yes by Elliott Smith
Lovesong by The Cure
Vermilion Pt. 2 by Slipknot
Broken by Seether
Rust by Echo & The Bunnymen
Starcrossed by Ash
Be Mine by R.E.M.
She Will Be Loved by Maroon 5
All Of This...
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Just got back from The Croft quiz. Finished 4th. We're not doing too well just lately. It sucks donkey dick!! We've won it 5 times in about 9 weeks. We need to get back on track and be more consistent. Too many silly mistakes tonight cost us dearly. God I take this too seriously...
I can't stand the Jacqui situation anymore. She says she needs...
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I can't stand the Jacqui situation anymore. She says she needs...
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I'm fed up of being an emotional person cos all it makes me do is act like me! I wish I could just be a stereotypical bloke.
OK then, so Jacqui told me that on Wednesday Liz was telling her how I really loved and adored Jacqui and that she should be with me cos I'm a really nice guy and I'd make her a lot happier than she is now. I can't moan at that really cos it's true, bless little Liz for saying that. So I asked Liz tonight if...
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tobie:
join the club sweetie.
i'm sure she will tell you when shes ready to...though its just as likely that she told the other girl just so that she would tell you and you would know how she feels...
either way, it sounds positive...i think....
i'm sure she will tell you when shes ready to...though its just as likely that she told the other girl just so that she would tell you and you would know how she feels...
either way, it sounds positive...i think....
tobie:
*thinks positive thoughts*
hope you're ok.
hope you're ok.
She's beautiful...
She makes me so happy...
I love her a lot...
I don't care about anything else when I'm with her...
She likes the fact that I am me...
She still belongs to someone else at this moment...
She says that if I just wait a bit then we will be together...
What if that never happens though?
She makes me so happy...
I love her a lot...
I don't care about anything else when I'm with her...
She likes the fact that I am me...
She still belongs to someone else at this moment...
She says that if I just wait a bit then we will be together...
What if that never happens though?
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tobie:
if it never happens then it wont have been meant to be.
giving some time is reasonable sweetie, but if it goes on for too long then its not a good sign.
i hope it all works out for you.
giving some time is reasonable sweetie, but if it goes on for too long then its not a good sign.
i hope it all works out for you.
kid_twist:
if it happens after you have waited for her, then everything has worked out just fine. if it doesnt work out then you know you'll have given it a damn good try.
stick with it! the pain of it all, is worth it in the end, believe me
stick with it! the pain of it all, is worth it in the end, believe me
Why am I so interested in someone who has previously cheated on her fiancee? I shouldn't wanna be with someone like that... Yet I really do... AGH!!!!
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piggers:
waaaaaaaaaaaah, dude!!!
Happy Birthday and all that jazz
Happy Birthday and all that jazz
vegan4life:
No worries, man. You're still way young!