lennon

So it's 5:30 on a Saturday morning realizing that i have hit complete rock bottom of being pathetic. Reliving my life through that damn tv show "My So Called Life" and finally coming to terms with the fact that Jordan Catalano is a fictional character and does not nor will exist in my life. Last night played that acoustic show at Summerfest. It took half a gallon of beer to get me on stage, but i stumpled through it. The highlights of the night was seeing Prince play though. I really miss making love. Yea, sex is all fine and dandy but come on even that starts to get lame. There's just something to the whole making love thing that just doesn't compare to anything else in the world. I think the lack of alcohol and sleep in my system is really getting to me. Could these thoughts be anymore random. I should go before anything else i shouldn't say comes out.