lenne

On the advice of several of my excellent SG buddies, I joined the "Ass Appreciation" group. Now, my bum doesn't even hold a candle to the incredible (and cam-whorish in the best way) Fucktart, but I imagine making myself visible in a community or two might help me meet some cool folks on here, and maybe get suggestions for sets and such.

Life is calm, ya'll. No drama, and that's really the way I like it. It makes for a boring 'net life--I don't think I've updated my LiveJournal in more than a week, save for some pics--but after the last year I've been having, I'd rather be boring, ya know?

Thanks for everyone's kind words about my last set. I felt really good about it. I think I'm finally adjusting to being considered cute by people. I know that sounds compliment-fishy, but I've always been kind of homely and had no self-esteem, so sometimes I'm like "dude, shut up, don't just say that to be nice". I saw this set and didn't criticize it once...just thought, dang. I look pretty hot.

It's a nice feeling.

In other news, I've stopped drinking. I have a problem, and I'm gonna fix it. I feel like I'm in an AA meeting--"Hello, my name is Lenne and I am a binge drinker"--but it feels good to tell people, to get some support, etc. I've come to a point where the day after isn't worth the 'fun' beforehand, and I say 'fun' facetiously--it's not really all that fun, just going through the motions of old habits. After a few months, I'm going to make an attempt at moderation, as my problem isn't daily drinking, but not being able to control myself at parties. So wish me luck, and here's hoping in three months I'll be updating this while sipping ONE nice cold Guinness...not the whole 6-pack plus a whole lot more.

Here endeth the lesson.