well i have been super paranoid about friends loosing intrest in me, wanting new ones, and always on the look out for new girls. it was brought to my attention that internet dating could be fun. i think i will try it out. i have been hanging with arinn the past few days super fun, photo adventures rock, especially with a model. humongous whipeout on my sk8, spraind my arm, not so much fun! other than my gibbled arm and paranoia about my lack of friends, life is good. and hopefully get better in the near future. new york will be a nice escape from all this shit. anyways time to get my draw on. 