So lately, I've been feeling down here and there. I've got too many things on my mind at once and I just over think things severely and it comes back to haunt me and I just can't stop thinking about it at that point. It's as if my brain is playing games with me and is just pushing buttons. I wish there was medication for...
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December Flower
Towards the rich archaic heavens;
towards the lack diorama
you are the artist and the texture
that plays with the mantle of the Earth
When the bleakest of powders
lie rooted to the starched stones
and roots that feed the peaking trees
embrace the sleeping shores
Archaic pearls of sleep and death
the voice of December losing its breath
and the floweryard of...
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Towards the rich archaic heavens;
towards the lack diorama
you are the artist and the texture
that plays with the mantle of the Earth
When the bleakest of powders
lie rooted to the starched stones
and roots that feed the peaking trees
embrace the sleeping shores
Archaic pearls of sleep and death
the voice of December losing its breath
and the floweryard of...
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cosette:
So green is like...my favorite color. I kid I kid...but seriously...
cfq:
i miss you 
"Cause we all go anyway, I'ma say goodbye today
Cause it could be anyday, I'ma say goodbye today..."
The Joy. The Sorrow.
Loyalty to the End.
Cause it could be anyday, I'ma say goodbye today..."
The Joy. The Sorrow.
Loyalty to the End.
chat_gods:
Indeed. Live each day like it'll only be here once. Because it will.
The Joy. The Sorrow.
Loyalty to the End.
3692 left. Fuck me royally.
The Joy. The Sorrow.
Loyalty to the End.
The Joy. The Sorrow.
Loyalty to the End.
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cfq:
huh?
cfq:
OMG!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!<3333
thank you for the flowers. you're so sweet <333
i love you i love you i love you~~
thank you for the flowers. you're so sweet <333
i love you i love you i love you~~
I really miss drinking and crying... used to make a person feel so much better. wonderful way to spend a Saturday night....
The Joy. The Sorrow.
Loyalty to the End.
The Joy. The Sorrow.
Loyalty to the End.
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succubusgirl:
awe lemon! take care of yourself. you will be with sheen again soon. <3
cfq:
YESSSSS
I'm all safe and sound
<3
I'm all safe and sound
<3
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cfq:
looking for me where? >.<
i'm here
i'm here
cfq:
awe
i like this poem!!
a la e e cummings, i like when body when it is with your
(omg..im so mush)
i like my body when it is with your
body. It is so quite a new thing.
Muscles better and nerves more.
i like your body. i like what it does,
i like its hows. i like to feel the spine
of your body and its bones, and the trembling
-firm-smooth ness and which i will
again and again and again
kiss, i like kissing this and that of you,
i like,, slowly stroking the, shocking fuzz
of your electric fur, and what-is-it comes
over parting flesh . . . . And eyes big Love-crumbs,
and possibly i like the thrill
of under me you quite so new
i like this poem!!
a la e e cummings, i like when body when it is with your
(omg..im so mush)
i like my body when it is with your
body. It is so quite a new thing.
Muscles better and nerves more.
i like your body. i like what it does,
i like its hows. i like to feel the spine
of your body and its bones, and the trembling
-firm-smooth ness and which i will
again and again and again
kiss, i like kissing this and that of you,
i like,, slowly stroking the, shocking fuzz
of your electric fur, and what-is-it comes
over parting flesh . . . . And eyes big Love-crumbs,
and possibly i like the thrill
of under me you quite so new
The Joy. The Sorrow. Loyalty to the End. Always... side by side. HA! seems to me like the sorrow is always there, waiting patiently to help me out. the joy is on a long ass motherfucking coffee break. i can slightly see it. i can slightly hear it. i can also barely feel it. 
3706 left... thank fucking god.... heaven ain't hard to find.
The...
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3706 left... thank fucking god.... heaven ain't hard to find.
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tredien:
The sorrow, the pain, you're going emo on me Lemmy? Oo
tredien:
Meh, that blows, you need to grab it by the balls! ><
i feel like i just don't belong... to any place. i'm so out of place. it makes me wanna break down... and its slowly killing me. a very beautiful part of a song has always stuck with me since the day i heard it when i downloaded the pre-release version of the song's album.
"When all that's left is lies
We'll see nothingness and realize....
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"When all that's left is lies
We'll see nothingness and realize....
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cfq:
i love you
cosette:
It is it is. Are you well?
Dear ... journal,
fuck you ....?
Do I really have to
wait another 10
years?...................
The Joy The Sorrow.
Loyalty to the End.
fuck you ....?
Do I really have to
wait another 10
years?...................
The Joy The Sorrow.
Loyalty to the End.
cfq:
huh?
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