Saturday Sep 13, 2003

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anger. frustration. lonliness. futility.

\I dont need those for sleeping so i thought id drop them off here.
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derby138:
YOU"RE ALIVE!!!!!! YAY! Now come hang out with us at fernssmile DO IT!




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koleeta:
oh wow! SAME HERE!

Wednesday Sep 10, 2003

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so, 11:15 PDT last night im sitting there thinking i need to do something different. 45 MIN later im 110 MPH on 405 HWY. 105 MIN later im in imperial beach, waiting....

for the banks to open.....

I ate at denny's.

I had an omelette.

with greasy hashbrowns.

11 HRS later im a mexican with 43,560 USD, perhaps, the FBI is after me. A grin,...
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spacepod:
you have been busy indeed. smile
janet:
"Wrenching...lucid...it is impossible to read this journal entry unmoved."

-The New York Times

Sunday Sep 07, 2003

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same old changes....

I dreamt that i woke up around 9am and it was raining, I was slightly hangover but i didnt seem to mind at all,
i could feel the chillness of the room all around but me and the blanket were nice and warm. I was just lying there for awhile enjoying one of the best moments fo my life,
Eventually i woke...
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derby138:
Dude, I haven't seen you in awhile. You need to come to ferns on wednesday and hang out with us. DO IT!



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fraggle:
biggrin that's a cool dream...

Wednesday Sep 03, 2003

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When i was a kid i thought everything was being taken care of,
Neglect is probably the most common thing in the world.

the state paves the roads right? maybe not the freeways, but the roads, and it maintains the beaches and the parks, it pays for chp and lapd, (i think sherriff's are federal) it provides schools, the fire department. Every tangible government benefit...
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lelio:
yeah, so why is it that we send our money all the way to dc so it can be doled back out to our own state? it seems like it would be more efficient for the state to manage its own budget. before the civil war there was no such thing as federal taxes. of course before the civil war there was no such thing as cars, and cars'r kinda cool.

imagine if the UN suddenly started charging income tax, wouldnt that be ridiculous?
now imagine if the countries were powerless to stop them, as the states are powerless against the federal government.

right now the country is like a big mainframe system, it would be cooler if i t was a parrellel processing network, preffereably using redhat for an OS. Then it would be like one big LAN party! i wonder if we can get generals to run on linux?
okay wait, im totally lost, what was i talking about?
oh yeah generals, im gonna be GLA!



spacepod:
the pizza was decent, how funny that i would run into you.
we pay more for federal so that they can buy expensive office supplies, of course. the world is a scary place.

Monday Sep 01, 2003

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I popped a tire.
not punctured, like kittyLA's weak ass, Popped, i hit the edge of a driveway and the thing just blew out, it had a hole the size of a quarter in the side wall, so i had to buy a new set for the front of the car cuz i dont want it to be uneven, and then they have to be...
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janet:
So 'punctured' is weak eh?? I ran over a fuckin' NAIL yo! I coulda been killed. That's all I hafta say.
janet:
I'm an artist and I work in a design studio. Having a mac is, like, de rigeur!

Sunday Aug 31, 2003

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I keep slapping myself in the stream of consciouness. it feels good......

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fej:
Actually, they are dragster sounds....WHen i was cutting the wave file, the compression and pitch got screwy, and I got that cool groove, so I kept it....
janet:
You should be glad you appeased my civic. She holds grudges like high court judges. I'm very excited to see the cure. You've seem them already?

Thursday Aug 28, 2003

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sober at the burgandy room, an odd expierence.
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derby138:
What the....Sober at the burgundy room? I didn't even know you could do that. Nice profile pic btw. I wonder whos fist that is? Hmmmm (sucker)smile Hey, are you going to the sgla dinner tonight? You better!
twinkie_chainsaw:
OK, good, another fist to the face pic!

Yes, well, actually, I'm in school for atmospheric & oceanic science. But the title really encompases a wide rane of research. So, maybe global warming, maybe tornadoes, maybe cloud physics. blah, blah, blah...

Weirdiest place I've been sober? Probably a Grateful Dead show.

Monday Aug 25, 2003

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When i was 14 I loved.
a girl, a place, a day, a book, an idea,
when i discovered something new, it was my religon, a basis for the foundation of the universe, the reason for living,.... until I found something else.

When i was 14 I found a revolver under a tree that stood in a bed of leaves 6 inches deep. We did,...
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twinkie_chainsaw:
Wow, probably some old murder weapon or something. That's interesting...

OK, Madison, I moved here to go to school and get a Ph.D. so that's cool. I know, it would've been cooler had this been a totally random thing.

Yesterday I learned that I suck and windsurfing. But now I am going to try sailing again.
janet:
Fine, I'll pay you back on Wednesday! Jeez, you and your strong-arm tactics!

I found an old gun in my grandmother's closet years and years ago (when she was still living alone). I was shocked when i opened the shoebox and found it. Of course I had to pick it up and it was really heavy. It upset me so I put it away quickly. I must have been about 12.

Saturday Aug 23, 2003

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boring journals lately....

yep.

gnight.
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fraggle:
well, looks like an interesting lelio/koleeta discussion's been goin on..
janet:
How much do I owe you for the ticket? If you come to the burgundy room on Wed. I can pay you back then. Thanks!

Friday Aug 22, 2003

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a day of cars...
I took off work and drove to inglewood to be advertized to today, I drove around abunch of gm cars through cones and stuff, of course gm cars suck and the ones they had there as competetion had to also suck so as to not overshadow them.
the payoff? I got to drive the fuck out of a 405 horsepower corvette...
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koleeta:
was that a joke? or a serious question. I'm at work no time to talk. I left you a friendster testicle.....uh, right.
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