My computer is finally in its finished state, for almost a full year I have slacked on making the final touches. So now its perfect but with year old technology, but i will NOT spend more money on it.... its fine.... like for instance i could buy that dvd writer thats only $67 on ebay right now...
with 26 minutes left...... but i wont....
I... Read More
really simple now. i have a job, they pay me money, I have a car, i pay them money, people give me money for pizza that i bring to their house, in my car. I spend money on food, sometimes on my own pizza. i eat food, i live.
i need more time. I need to keep making this much money though.
creativity defenetly stems from a feeling of unsatisfaction with ones surroundings.
I have written this here so that my current feeling of satisfaction can be infered by my lack of particularly creative journal writing of late without an overt attempt at actually saying that I currently have an immense feeling of satisfaction with my surroundings.
when each individual aspect of my exact 'surroundings' is inspected... Read More
fun at disney? yes? no? I didn't see much of you guys so I'm guessing you got to avoid the "waiting for people" experience...which must have made the whole trip more fun.
I didnt see any of saturday's sun. my whole weekend was one long rollercoaster of a night, expectations were raised, dreams were crushed, reserected, recreated. empires rose and fell, new species evolved, and went extinct, worlds formed and were then swept off by supernova's to mingle with other post worlds and become preworlds.
It was destructive, yet beautiful, like this state's weather the past few... Read More
Ive started upwards of 5 journals here since the last one and always been interupted before any real nuggets of journal fruit had been born. so this one goes up, no matter how malformed it may be.
anyway im all busy and tired, but stuff is still awesome, i have a new lady friend that kicks ass. halloween is comin, i have no custome and... Read More
idioteque is my favorite song this week
I think he's trying to hypnotize me.....
all summer long I kept finding a new book to read before i was finished with the current one. I was jumping between 5 for awhile there and ive finally started consolidating and finishing them one by one.
It feels strange. for one i usually dont spend so much time with... Read More
The book mourning! How very funny that you mention that...I just always felt silly, but yeah I do the same thing. It's like...oh shit that's done...what do I do NOW?!??
Have you seen King's column in the back cover of Entertainment Weekly yet? It's pretty damn funny.
My paintings though are of three women who I feel I know even though I've only seen their pictures and read their words in an old, out of print book (Gentleman of Leisure: A Year in the Life of a Pimp). A journalist and a photographer documented the life of a NYC pimp named Silky for one year in 1972. They interviewed and photographed him, his pimp friends and his women. The paintings are based on the photographs from the book and excerpts of the informal interviews the women gave throughout that year. I've been painting them since 2001 and I can't see myself getting bored with Kitty, Linda and Sandy any time in the near future. Obsessed? Of course not!
Im building a city.
Im helping small people build a city
after an apocalyptic war/recession/globalization-type-disaster
walls of TV's, windshield skylights, houses of high tech crudety.
Little boys catch a polluted fish breakfast with nets made of power cords.
Men hunt deer with sharpened pool cues.
there are guns everywhere, with empty clips and chambers.
The king of sylmar communicates with his subjects via a system... Read More
i had this same problem once, the trick is to eat everyone else. why you ask? well, for one, more batteries for me. two, people taste really good when properly prepared, especially the young ones. and the third reason was cause Jesus told me too.
yep, that Jesus-man, he likes his baby fresh and barbecued.
regardless, happy thanksgiving - glad to have met and gotten to know you, and look forward to more hanging out and all that in the coming year...