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Sunday Apr 13, 2003

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Ive lost the ability to be truly infatuated with a woman, There are women who are everything i want, I see this, I think it, Something in me refuses to feel it.

I see that this must be some kind of subconcious defense mechanism thing, I think this too, but it doesnt change anything,

Ive invested too much in knowing. All i feel is the urge to know everything, i want to crack people open, strain out their unique information, assimilate it and move on. Recommend a good book and ill find for 3.95 on amazon the next day. dont ask me how my day was, what does that have to do with anything? ill throw up a few generic words, so do you got religon? what kind? what do you live for? what kind of people do you talk to? what do they tell you? opinons became facts, statistics, media polls are more important than elections. who'd you vote for? how much of the world makes sense to you?
The only reason to tell someone something is to see how they will react.
i want to see how you see what ive seen in you.

But it all ends in information, and the way I percieve it, and thats a limitation. And one that i cant think around.

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invisigirl:
you wrote:
"i want to see how you see what ive seen in you."

i'm not sure, but i think i like what you're saying there.

building forts--cool
Apr 14, 2003
lelio:
a lelio is a charector in 'le commede del arte' these old kind of slapstick (actually its where that word originated from) plays they used to put on in italy and france, I first heard reference to it from the anne rice books. i guess its kind of the antithesis of me. Lelio is always vain, cocky, and in love. its as good an alterego as any i guess, ive been using since i was 11 or so, back in the old school dial-up BBS days. anyone remember those?

thanks invisigirl, whatever you think it means, thats exactly what i was trying to say.

nihlism is scary..... Im not suicidal or anything, im actually in a decent mood lately, just introspective.
Apr 14, 2003

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