ahhhh...
i just bought the best loaf of sourdough bread ive ever tasted, im nibbling it now with bits of cheese.
the past 2 days have been like afternoon nap, after working hard all day, my head ache slowly fading away as i slowly and purposefully let my whole body relax once more, so many things were bad in so many ways i didnt even know, ive been ravenously hungry the past 40 hours and now that i look back i realize I didnt really eat much the last few weeks, in addition to lack of sleep and constant stress. I feel like im just getting stronger every minute now, digesting my ball of sour ambrosia.
I went to the beach last night, i hadnt been in 6 months or so, It made me realize its something i really need. the beach at night calms me more than anything i can think of, the mauntains just suddenly sheering off and letting go to nothing for as far as you can see, it feels like the edge of the world, imagine what it felt like when the beach really WAS the edge of the world. imagine looking at a horizon of water and knowing that you'll never have any idea what's beyond it.
called up a friend i hadnt seen in awhile and hung out today. it was good. also appearantly her boyfriend is a huge white stripes fan and i may have gotten 2 more coachella friends.
also music seems so dilluted when your not driving, Ive missed that, lately its been death in vegas, beta band, lo fidelity allstars, blur. All the music that i found within the past month or 2 its like im rediscovering it now in my car.
anyway tommarows friday and the weekend seems like a vast ocean of freedom ready to accept me,
i just bought the best loaf of sourdough bread ive ever tasted, im nibbling it now with bits of cheese.
the past 2 days have been like afternoon nap, after working hard all day, my head ache slowly fading away as i slowly and purposefully let my whole body relax once more, so many things were bad in so many ways i didnt even know, ive been ravenously hungry the past 40 hours and now that i look back i realize I didnt really eat much the last few weeks, in addition to lack of sleep and constant stress. I feel like im just getting stronger every minute now, digesting my ball of sour ambrosia.
I went to the beach last night, i hadnt been in 6 months or so, It made me realize its something i really need. the beach at night calms me more than anything i can think of, the mauntains just suddenly sheering off and letting go to nothing for as far as you can see, it feels like the edge of the world, imagine what it felt like when the beach really WAS the edge of the world. imagine looking at a horizon of water and knowing that you'll never have any idea what's beyond it.
called up a friend i hadnt seen in awhile and hung out today. it was good. also appearantly her boyfriend is a huge white stripes fan and i may have gotten 2 more coachella friends.
also music seems so dilluted when your not driving, Ive missed that, lately its been death in vegas, beta band, lo fidelity allstars, blur. All the music that i found within the past month or 2 its like im rediscovering it now in my car.
anyway tommarows friday and the weekend seems like a vast ocean of freedom ready to accept me,