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Tuesday Aug 05, 2003

Aug 5, 2003
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I have a foot high spoiler sitting in my bedroom, how much of a dork would i be if i hung it on the wall?

simple defenses, unscalable fences

there is no gaurantee that the way my brain communicates with my hands is in any way similar to the way yours does.
I dont think my brian knows how to type,
I wonder how much my body affects how i think. Im starting to reject the idea of my brain as a computer and my body as the machine it runs. I 'think' with my blood pressure, my hormones, my blood sugar level.
my brain makes a lot of connections, but if it were just sitting in a jar it would be like the internet existing without humanity. totally dead, as useless as a severed foot.
my only identity lies in the uniqeness of this complicated system, but the system changes constantly like the weather, and im never myself more than once.

I dont like feeling like a small enitity peering out from blinking windows atop his metallic vehicle. If someone is blind from birth, where do they imagine their consciousness risiding. do you ever close your eyes and try to slide your mind into your belly? its fucking hard.

it's like a pizza, cheese is okay, but it doesnt taste like pizza, same with bread, tamatoes, and so on. but put them all together and wow, pizza tastes good.
the point of all this is as you move through life, eat as much pizza as possible, cuz that shit is good.
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derby138:
Yo. Just wanted to make sure you're still coming tomorrow to my house. I think koleeta is setting it up with everyone. Get in touch with her to get directions and times. I have no clue as to what she is planning. I only know that everyone is coming over tomorrow for drinkswink Its going to be fun!smile Oh, btw, I don't serve beerfrown Sorry. I don't like it, so I don't have it at my bar. There will be lots of hard stuff, but no beer. If you wish, you could bring your own. I don't mindwink One last thing, what cocktails do you drink? Just so I can be preparedsmile Hope to see you there. -Derby
Aug 7, 2003
janet:
I love your stream of consciousness posts. Do you write? Any ambitions beyond the mundane work to pay my rent stuff?
Aug 7, 2003

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