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im still sick as hell but i decided im happy again.

my friend Radhika called me yesterday, she just got back from meditating in the forsest for a few weeks. She does it every year around this time. She's the one who lives in oakland. I really wanna go back and visit again, it was so relaxing up there.

i put a nasty gash in my new cars door last weekend. It was one of the many fuckups that got me all down for awhile. I found a door of an neon in a junkyard for $300 which is less than my deductible so im glad i wont have to claim it. but this mean ive just about broke even after delivering pizza for 2 weeks.

my parents left for the weekend and im calling in sick at my dayl job tommarrow. so i get a lazy day of sleeping in various rooms of the house. then i have to deliver at night. Ive found that its hard to get well while your working two jobs.

does that sound happy up there? cuz it is damnit! ill get my shit together again, and everything'll flow.

im gonna go watch TV like a punk.