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Saturday May 31, 2003

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my head is filld with helium and its making it difficult to sleep. Sometimes i cant sleep, and i just lay in bed and enjoy the nothingness for awhile, im really okay with that. but tonight I am deprived of even that simplist of pleasures. because there's nothing to enjoy, or rather there's not nothing to enjoy. I have my head, just sitting there, filled with helium, and my body is slowly hollowing out and caving in at the weak spots. my lungs are still there though, its only that theyve shrunken down considerably. At this point i imagine they would look like a used condom, expanding and contracting in a pathetic effort to fullfill their purpose. drawing little gasps of air through my shrunken cavern of bruised throat.

I left early at my real job when i realized what was happening to my body. but i still had to work at my new pizza job. i made sure not to touch anything or breath at all for the duration of the shift. And i listened to soul caughing all night, it got me through it.

but now i cant sleep.

and i really really want to.....
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koleeta:
It's always good to take some drugs to get you to sleep. I heard Nyquil works wonders.

I think I would have liked to float away if I were filled with helium. It would be fun but make sure you have plenty of money in your pockets, you never know when or where you'll come down.
May 30, 2003
lelio:
I have dayquil here, it helped at work. but alas no nyquil... and no way im leaving the house now
May 30, 2003

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