lelio

that whole dream thing reminded me, its been about 6 months since i wrote down my dreams or made any kind of plans for dreaming. I used to be really into that, lucid dreaming can be damn interesting. Then i went on this social kick for awhile where i wanted to start actually making an effort to make contact with humanity, meet new people communicate better with current friends blah blah blah.... and the dreaming just seemed too introverted and kinda neurotic. but yeah being social is exhausting for me and im think im done with people for awhile, so im gonna leave this journal open all night and see if i can get something good down. Its good to type it out, it somehow implants ideas in your subconscience.

Im gonna goto sleep as soon as i finsh writing this, im gonna have a vivid dream , as soon as its over im gonna wake up and remember the whole thing, then ill write it here.


telekinesis on a date

I was on a date with some girl for the first time and i was really into her, and i was nervous. at one point she reached across the table and touched my hand while we were talking and instantly a bottle across the room shattered. at first i just shrugged this off but as the date continued every time i got embaressed something would fall over or slam into something else. this just started making me more and more self concious. I was trying really hard to think of something interesting to say and i noticed that a few dishes were levitating across the room.Everyone in the restraunt was kinda freaken out, my date had to have figured out that it was me doing these things, just because of the timing. But she wasn't saying anything, just kind of smiling about it.