lelaina

i feel really uninspired today. i have a cold which im sure is making things worse

for my birthday i just wanted a few close friends together to celebrate. now imgetting the "why arent i invited?" (maybe cause i never see you) "why isnt such n' such invited?" (maybe cause they arent my friend!). im hearing all this second hand also, not one person who is whinging has called me themselves to ask me what i may be doing for my birthday. now one of my supposedly closest mates has decided she cant really stay long. she did the same thing to me for my going away party. sometimes i feel peoples prioritys are so screwed. if it were my close friends bday, whatever they were doing, i would be doing it to, with no questions asked or wondering why they havent invited "such n' such".

im over my day already and it hasnt even begun