WARNING: this could get a tad random, a few too many drinks and a scoob in process...........welcome to my world.
so tonight i went and saw Pink. no, im not into her music, i was given a free ticket by an old friend of mine who wanted to see the show and had no-one to go with. so that "other" person ended up being me. music i could leave. the show?? brilliant. is she fuckable?? hell yeah!!
have a look, it really isnt bad
i had 6 comments about my shoes and was hit on in the bathroom by 4 girls (at seperate times) yay for me more so about my shoes, they're hot! have you seen my shoes?? 
go and have a few more cocktails at the local whatever place and then my old friend who has a girlfriend decides to snog me. ha, oh well, it could have been worse. who am i to care anyway??
well, not in this condition.....
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i miss him.....i miss him sooo much now that he's gone. i knew i would, but this much?? i have to wonder sometimes if ive missed the boat. kinda like that wagon i keep falling off. (those who know me super well will understand that remark hehe) i wasnt ready when he was. but now he's gone i just want him. but if he were to stand before me right now would i feel different?? or would i embrace the opportunity?? knowing me id turn away........but i dont want to. it seems so right. its been there for years. well, he's been there for years with me being oblivious to the situation. ugh, my pj's smell like moth balls
i just want to see his face again. i know that time will come. expectations are my worst enemy. i just wish it would all work out the way it does in my head. but maybe i just wont feel it?? m'eh.......i miss him so much it makes my eyes well up. it wasnt suppose to be this hard. not about him. but its like itsbeen him all along. i just hadnt noticed..................i wonder if the ship has already sailed?? i wonder if ive i had too much excitement for one night and need a snooze 
and you (yes you) if you're reading this...its raining
and crap im drunk and you've read this shit STOP READING MY BLOG!!
yay for me. im not sure why. but its yay for me anyway, just cause........
~ Lelaina xx
oh! and i got one of those high bouncy balls tonight
so tonight i went and saw Pink. no, im not into her music, i was given a free ticket by an old friend of mine who wanted to see the show and had no-one to go with. so that "other" person ended up being me. music i could leave. the show?? brilliant. is she fuckable?? hell yeah!!
have a look, it really isnt bad
i had 6 comments about my shoes and was hit on in the bathroom by 4 girls (at seperate times) yay for me
more so about my shoes, they're hot! have you seen my shoes?? go and have a few more cocktails at the local whatever place and then my old friend who has a girlfriend decides to snog me. ha, oh well, it could have been worse. who am i to care anyway??
well, not in this condition.....---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
i miss him.....i miss him sooo much now that he's gone. i knew i would, but this much?? i have to wonder sometimes if ive missed the boat. kinda like that wagon i keep falling off. (those who know me super well will understand that remark hehe) i wasnt ready when he was. but now he's gone i just want him. but if he were to stand before me right now would i feel different?? or would i embrace the opportunity?? knowing me id turn away........but i dont want to. it seems so right. its been there for years. well, he's been there for years with me being oblivious to the situation. ugh, my pj's smell like moth balls
i just want to see his face again. i know that time will come. expectations are my worst enemy. i just wish it would all work out the way it does in my head. but maybe i just wont feel it?? m'eh.......i miss him so much it makes my eyes well up. it wasnt suppose to be this hard. not about him. but its like itsbeen him all along. i just hadnt noticed..................i wonder if the ship has already sailed?? i wonder if ive i had too much excitement for one night and need a snooze and you (yes you) if you're reading this...its raining
and crap im drunk and you've read this shit STOP READING MY BLOG!! yay for me. im not sure why. but its yay for me anyway, just cause........
~ Lelaina xx
oh! and i got one of those high bouncy balls tonight
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sorry for that last comment, it didnt really offer any help to you it was just me ranting about me me me!
Melbourne weather sucks
Does your bouncy ball have handles? They rock. Especially with two in one room