lelaina

the past 2 nights, ive woken up each morning extremely horny after dreaming of having sex. this happens approximately 4 nights a week at the moment. this is a good thing, as my libido ran off somewhere awhile ago and ive been wondering when it would return. but this "constantly thinking of sex" thing is driving me a bit loopy. why?? cause its been forever and a day since i last experienced desire. you know, desire so intense that when you look into someones eyes you dont know whether to have sex with them or hurt them?? that if things got any more intense something could go seriously wrong?? where you heart beats so hard it feels as though it could burst out your chest?? i miss that.....i miss intense sex.....(there's a difference)

so i guess for now ill stick to my sex dreams, random thoughts and Bo