you know how you have a line, and once you are pushed past it you just cant turn back? well, i think i just hit that with my partner. he has said things to me that im not sure i can forive and has also done things to me im not sure i can look past. i guess im voicing this for the first time as ive never wanted to go back on my word. i think its time to move forward and im scared to death.......
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8stars:
would you never reeally ever go back with him?i ask this because i feltthe one girlfriend i every truly loved and would've married i did some things too(i know that sounds fucked up.) at the time i really didn't think i was doing things that bad, or realizing that i was such an asshole behind her back. we used to be so happy together and after she found out i cheated on her she still wanted to date me..but when i decided that i really really fucked up and wanted to be with her, she moved on(which took me forever to accept because she would randomly worry about us not being together). as much as i wish things were how they were, i;m such a different person now and couldn't even forsee how much this would change me for the better. i just wish she could realize this and remember how it was. but then again i realize that i made my bed and now have to sleep in it and that i'm hopelessy stuck on her and i need to just let it go. its been 9 months though and not one person/girl has made me change how i feel about her. i can't even "date" someone,makeout, etc unless i feel something special for them as a person. so if he became like me, would you ever go back over this invisible line again?
linoleum:
want me to kill egg??? i can flush him down the toilet - you just say the word 
