leiru13

I can't sleep.
I couldn't sleep all night.
I finally gave up and took a hot bath.
My mother's alarm is going off, but I don't feel like starting the day.
I want to write letters that I never send.
I miss my friends alot.
Sometimes I am afraid.
Random poetry is running through my head.
Today is the nine of swords.

Last night I had milk and cookies and idly skimmed the classifieds looking for work. I ate comfort food and listened to my mother whisper soft familiar lullabies from my childhood. I think if there is no rain today then I will rake leaves and till the soil for my garden. It is warm enough and we are past the freeze.
It will be ok.