leilani

I'VE GAINED NEARLY A STONE IN THE LAST MONTH. FROM 8.2 STONE TO 9... IN 4 WEEKS. (THATS 12 LBS) ... worse part is, it looks obvious, and this is me not being silly but honest. I didn't just decide to write this blog for ppl to say aww no ur not blah di blah coz i'm short, its obvious and what i really want is some advice.

Ok so most of my teenage life i have been chubby, during the summer before my first set was shot in 2007, i lost most of the weight and went down to 9 stone, was stuck to that weight until December 2008.. and stayed at 8 stone 2 for 2 months and all of a sudden its creeped on so quick.

So help?! please? I just want to lose as much weight as possible before my 21st Birthday in June.

Here is the proof:
OK so at 16, i felt odd, the ugly duckling etc. I weighed about 10 stone, short, chubby.


Prom, age 18, still felt big.Weighed about 9.5 stone-10 stone still. 2007



Then in summer i lost weight. This is August, whilst i was in Calgary visiting my cousins. Around 9 Stone. 2007


And few months later in October I shot my second se, lost a bit more weight mainly toned up a lil, also 2007 (altho went live in 08)

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And the most recent... me at my almost skinniest. Nov 2008. Around 8.5 stone.



In December/Jan i went thru the whole family ordeal and shite and lost a further 3 lbs. And i was 8.2 stone at my lightest. I want to be 8 Stone. that would be my ideal weight. You can tell in my face mostly when i lose weight, also coz i was chubbier when i was growing up i have loads of loose skin around my belly (u can see it in my sets.. )i have a lot of overhanging skin its worse now coz im chubbier....

Now i'm back to wear i started... the fat awkward kid

HELP! im so depressed



ALSO someone threw away my clear brace, i'm not going thru the bin to find it. My teeth have moved so much a bit of my tooth is showing thru my gums.. o dear! I'll have to call the orthodontist up tomoz i think .