Being in a room filled with many people can still be the loneliest times. Smiles and laughter all around, but the only thing happening is my mind wondering at the speed of light. I see everyone, but it's silent. The only thing I can hear is my own thoughts. It's becoming dark and a place where I'm slowly getting lost in. I scream for help, holding out my hands... Holding onto hope that someone will see. Hoping someone will understand. I'm bleeding from my eyes with burning blood tears. I slowly sit down with lost hope. Bringing my hands down, letting the blood run from my eyes. I have given up and now there is nothing but silence and a darkness that isn't even black anymore. This room is filled with many people, but it can still be the loneliest of times.
- This is something I wrote today. I miss writing and being able to express myself on paper. I will definitely continue. Hope everyone enjoys.
Lots of love everyone. Goodnight
