leib_

Yeah yeah yeah my name is changed again surprise surprise...
Feel free to blame thank RexAren and TheeContender .

I'm being an emo bitch thanks to a certain someone.



Just to get things clear I'm not talking about an ex/lover/fuck buddy/friend...

I wish he would just understand that I don't want to "build" a relationship. I wish he would just STOP. It hurts to fucking much to talk to him.
I had a great plan for the day:
Study mass ass off then reward myself with alcohol.

And thanks to him...
I'm shaking and burnt my fucking lunch/dinner.

Now I feel as if I NEED alcohol as if it's no longer a reward.

I want my life to be as beautiful as this place...

Where I had my study session the other day.



I think I'm going to go drink my feelings away...
Fuck... I can't cuz I have to shove my face in books [bang].

oh, and...