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Have realised I'm pretty fucked up at the moment.
Decided my mood swings, which are pretty apparent if you read back through my blogs to the New Year, have been symptomatic of quite a serious problem.
Fortunately, I know what the problem is. I've been numb to it for quite a while now, but this week I've gone through the classic sadness/guilt/anger etc. process, which...
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Decided my mood swings, which are pretty apparent if you read back through my blogs to the New Year, have been symptomatic of quite a serious problem.
Fortunately, I know what the problem is. I've been numb to it for quite a while now, but this week I've gone through the classic sadness/guilt/anger etc. process, which...
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holy_mountain:
Talking about things with others always helps the healing process... Yeah I'm horrible addicted to caffenine *Hands shake violently while slowly lifting Mountain Dew can up to mouth* 
noir:
I think I'm going to go with the last part. But I'm going to wait for the telling them to fuck themselves until after my mom's birthday tomorrow.
Today.
Couldn't sleep, so I lay thinking about various things for a while
Started thinking about a girl I was interested in at home before I left for Sweden. Decided that as I had texted her a couple of times without a reply it was a dead-end.
One of my friends in Phoenix is coming over to England next week and I began wondering if...
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Couldn't sleep, so I lay thinking about various things for a while
Started thinking about a girl I was interested in at home before I left for Sweden. Decided that as I had texted her a couple of times without a reply it was a dead-end.
One of my friends in Phoenix is coming over to England next week and I began wondering if...
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holy_mountain:
2.1 hmmm. How is that scale like in comparison to the traditional A-B-C-D-F scale?
I wish I could see Jimmy Eat World!
I wish I could see Jimmy Eat World!
fallfromgrace:
I love Jimmy. they play pretty music. my favorite song of theirs is on clarity, can you still feel the butterflies? good stuff.
good to hear you're doing good with the grades.
good to hear you're doing good with the grades.
Today I came up with the band name "Fat China". I thought it was pretty cool until I said it out loud... had a good 5 minutes thinking up various band-related phrases after that, such as:
"I love Fat China"
"I'm going to see Fat China"
"Fat China rocks"
"I hear Fat China are on tour", "Yeah, Fat China gets around"
"What was the last...
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"I love Fat China"
"I'm going to see Fat China"
"Fat China rocks"
"I hear Fat China are on tour", "Yeah, Fat China gets around"
"What was the last...
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coops:
I don't know about you, but I would most definitely stay in an oral class.
Yeah, so...sounds like you're doing well...
Fat China?
I have to ask....
How in the hell did you come up with that name?
Speaking of Fat China, chinese food sounds good...
Mmmm....lunch time.
Have a good Tuesday!
Yeah, so...sounds like you're doing well...
Fat China?
I have to ask....
How in the hell did you come up with that name?
Speaking of Fat China, chinese food sounds good...
Mmmm....lunch time.
Have a good Tuesday!
noir:
Thanks. Are you Ciel's boyfriend?
I'm struggling. This all seems so pointless.
I have to do 2 Italian presentations on Tuesday and I haven't even decided what to write about.
I have an essay to finish for 17th. Not bothered.
Supposed to be organising a job in France for a few weeks in the summer. Nope, don't care.
I could quite happily go home right now, except I think that'd...
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I have to do 2 Italian presentations on Tuesday and I haven't even decided what to write about.
I have an essay to finish for 17th. Not bothered.
Supposed to be organising a job in France for a few weeks in the summer. Nope, don't care.
I could quite happily go home right now, except I think that'd...
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ciel:
cold hands warm heart is me alright! im freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeezing!!!
innocence:
yer I know about that. The 'too soon' comments have been flying around for a while, because everyone seems still hung up on Princess Diana. He himself is a divorcee though, so it seems hypocritical that he may marry, but not a divorced woman. I know it's his job, I just wish that people were more understanding and wished him happiness instead of wanting to string him up!
homestah!!.... wunnor!!
Yeah, I've been watching a lot of this in the last couple of days. Strongbad is so very cool.
Ok, so when I was about 12 my nips kinda got a bit swollen and sensitive- I understand this is a normal part of early puberty. It went away after a bit, but I just noticed that my nips have got like that again-...
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Yeah, I've been watching a lot of this in the last couple of days. Strongbad is so very cool.
Ok, so when I was about 12 my nips kinda got a bit swollen and sensitive- I understand this is a normal part of early puberty. It went away after a bit, but I just noticed that my nips have got like that again-...
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noir:
You are pregnant and begining to lactate and it's all because you drank milk from a cow that was given bovine hormone treatment. Congratulations.
I don't know if I'm going to move or not. A general lack of enthusiasm from all directions has made me temporarily or permanently lost the faith.
I don't know if I'm going to move or not. A general lack of enthusiasm from all directions has made me temporarily or permanently lost the faith.
holy_mountain:
Gotta love Teen Girl Squad haha
And then you'll start growing hair in places you'd never expect hehe.
And then you'll start growing hair in places you'd never expect hehe.
Just talked to Amanda on MSN- sent her a mail last night apologising for everything I did and she said it meant a lot to her that I cared enough to write. She admitted she may have over-reacted and said we should probably just forget about the whole thing.
I think I may have got away with this one. I know I have lessons to...
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_mrs_tlb_:
Thank you....i know i shall get through but yesterday was just a rough day! I do feel a bit better today though 
It's good that you kind of sorted things out with Amanda...keep smiling!
It's good that you kind of sorted things out with Amanda...keep smiling!
_mrs_tlb_:
Oh and you lucky thing you....visiting Hull i mean! 
Ok, so now I've had a bit of sleep, a summary of my trip to Arizona.
Flew over on Monday, met up with my friend Andrea and went out for dinner. In fact, having had breakfast, eaten twice on the plane and then going out for steak and then onto In-n-Out to see some of her friends, I spent most of Monday eating. Score. Films...
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Flew over on Monday, met up with my friend Andrea and went out for dinner. In fact, having had breakfast, eaten twice on the plane and then going out for steak and then onto In-n-Out to see some of her friends, I spent most of Monday eating. Score. Films...
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coops:
I'm sorry to hear what happened...
At least you enjoyed AZ!!
At least you enjoyed AZ!!
fallfromgrace:
come to america! for good!
Seriously I hope things with this girl can at least clear up enough so you don't feel so bad about it. It sucks she didn't tell you right away she was taken, and then it sucks that she didn't see that her boyfriend was a jerk.
by the way, I'm still alive, so no Meningitis.
Seriously I hope things with this girl can at least clear up enough so you don't feel so bad about it. It sucks she didn't tell you right away she was taken, and then it sucks that she didn't see that her boyfriend was a jerk.
by the way, I'm still alive, so no Meningitis.
Have slept 3 hours out of the last 30, so just a quick update.
AZ is beautiful- I loved it all and in other circumstances I'd probably move there at the first available opportunity.
Things with the wonderful lady didn't work out well. I expected we'd only be friends, but I got tired one afternoon and told her how I feel about her. This
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AZ is beautiful- I loved it all and in other circumstances I'd probably move there at the first available opportunity.
Things with the wonderful lady didn't work out well. I expected we'd only be friends, but I got tired one afternoon and told her how I feel about her. This
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lc2:
Awwww....that makes me so sad.
Well, just think of it this way...
There is someone much better for you out there. You don't want to be with someone that does not want you back, you know? She will realize one day what she missed out on!
Get some sleep...you'll feel much better!
Don't get depressed over it...it was an experience...you are not unloved...I love ya!
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Well, just think of it this way...
There is someone much better for you out there. You don't want to be with someone that does not want you back, you know? She will realize one day what she missed out on!
Get some sleep...you'll feel much better!
Don't get depressed over it...it was an experience...you are not unloved...I love ya!
[Edited on Mar 01, 2005 7:04PM]
I am now the proud owner of a 500MB Ipod shuffle.
Such a gimmick- the idea is that you play the songs in shuffle mode and *gasp* you never know what you're going to hear next! Except you can play it in normal, sequential order if you want too, which basically makes it a tiny Ipod, being marketed in some kind of weird, backwards way!...
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Such a gimmick- the idea is that you play the songs in shuffle mode and *gasp* you never know what you're going to hear next! Except you can play it in normal, sequential order if you want too, which basically makes it a tiny Ipod, being marketed in some kind of weird, backwards way!...
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lc2:
Still in AZ???
Thanks for the e-mail...
Let me know when you're back!
Talk to you then!
Thanks for the e-mail...
Let me know when you're back!
Talk to you then!
holy_mountain:
I need an Ipod bad hehe. Have fun on your trip.
april 1-3....be there!
its my birthday weekend....