I'm struggling. This all seems so pointless.
I have to do 2 Italian presentations on Tuesday and I haven't even decided what to write about.
I have an essay to finish for 17th. Not bothered.
Supposed to be organising a job in France for a few weeks in the summer. Nope, don't care.
I could quite happily go home right now, except I think that'd be about the worst thing I could do, as I wouldn't be doing either of the 2 things that are pulling on me at the moment.
Let's be clear I'm not depressed- I'm quite happy, but I just don't care about much at the moment. Nothing that I can do while I'm here, anyway.
I guess I went through this in Jan when I got back from my sortie around Sweden. I got over it then; I guess I'll get over it now too.
Thank God for other people- the drive not to hurt the people I love (and to some extent myself too) is the only thing keeping me on course.
I want a guitar to kill some time with- I could at least keep my fingers in and maybe write some new stuff too. I have 7000 kronor to last me until about 17th- cheap guitar might be about 1000... can I live off 6000 kronor for 2 weeks?... HELL YEAH... hmmm... Why have I got so much money sat around? I must be overlooking something important like rent or something... dunno. Would I care if I was?
I have to do 2 Italian presentations on Tuesday and I haven't even decided what to write about.
I have an essay to finish for 17th. Not bothered.
Supposed to be organising a job in France for a few weeks in the summer. Nope, don't care.
I could quite happily go home right now, except I think that'd be about the worst thing I could do, as I wouldn't be doing either of the 2 things that are pulling on me at the moment.
Let's be clear I'm not depressed- I'm quite happy, but I just don't care about much at the moment. Nothing that I can do while I'm here, anyway.
I guess I went through this in Jan when I got back from my sortie around Sweden. I got over it then; I guess I'll get over it now too.
Thank God for other people- the drive not to hurt the people I love (and to some extent myself too) is the only thing keeping me on course.
I want a guitar to kill some time with- I could at least keep my fingers in and maybe write some new stuff too. I have 7000 kronor to last me until about 17th- cheap guitar might be about 1000... can I live off 6000 kronor for 2 weeks?... HELL YEAH... hmmm... Why have I got so much money sat around? I must be overlooking something important like rent or something... dunno. Would I care if I was?
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ciel:
cold hands warm heart is me alright! im freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeezing!!!
innocence:
yer I know about that. The 'too soon' comments have been flying around for a while, because everyone seems still hung up on Princess Diana. He himself is a divorcee though, so it seems hypocritical that he may marry, but not a divorced woman. I know it's his job, I just wish that people were more understanding and wished him happiness instead of wanting to string him up!