Back in about November I was talking about a girl I labelled "Miss Finland". She popped up again with her less attractive, almost conjoined sister on Sunday, much to my mixed pleasure. So we're sat there having coffee, her sister is talking to me enthusiastically (flirting, I think) and then I feel Miss Finland's foot against my leg, deliberately rubbing up and down it. So as far as I know, both of them are flirting with me and I can't get Ms.F alone to do anything about it 'cos her sister is about as keen to get me alone.
So I have coffee with them again this evening (the scandinavians are all about their hot beverages) and I still can't get a moment with Ms.F. Just as she gets up to leave, I decide to seize the first moment I have when her sister isn't looking right at us and made a quick pass at her. Suffice to say I don't think it was welcome- she seemed to give me plenty of room when I passed her a few minutes later. I'm such an amateur at this.
I think I need to review my journal entries from Nov to remember where and when I forgot about Ms.F. It may be useful to remind myself if anything blows up in the next week or so. To clarify any confusion, I still am very fond of my lady in AZ, but she's not here and besides, she's also fond of a guy close to home, so I'm not wasting too much time pinning any hopes on her.
I'm also trying to make light of a bad mood at the moment. My ex decided to IM me just now and say happy birthday, which was very kind of her, but I'm still not in a place where I feel like I can talk to her. I spent most of the time firing off ironies, becoming more and more contemptuous as she clearly missed my disdain for her.
Out of interest, (and I genuinely am interested) does North Carolina have any redeeming features?
The only thing I can think of right now is the airport departure gates, and even they are 2-way doors, as it were.
So I have coffee with them again this evening (the scandinavians are all about their hot beverages) and I still can't get a moment with Ms.F. Just as she gets up to leave, I decide to seize the first moment I have when her sister isn't looking right at us and made a quick pass at her. Suffice to say I don't think it was welcome- she seemed to give me plenty of room when I passed her a few minutes later. I'm such an amateur at this.
I think I need to review my journal entries from Nov to remember where and when I forgot about Ms.F. It may be useful to remind myself if anything blows up in the next week or so. To clarify any confusion, I still am very fond of my lady in AZ, but she's not here and besides, she's also fond of a guy close to home, so I'm not wasting too much time pinning any hopes on her.
I'm also trying to make light of a bad mood at the moment. My ex decided to IM me just now and say happy birthday, which was very kind of her, but I'm still not in a place where I feel like I can talk to her. I spent most of the time firing off ironies, becoming more and more contemptuous as she clearly missed my disdain for her.
Out of interest, (and I genuinely am interested) does North Carolina have any redeeming features?
The only thing I can think of right now is the airport departure gates, and even they are 2-way doors, as it were.
Anyhoo, all straight guys are crap with women, and IMHO there is no wrong with always looking whilst single
and re: my Journal: i was going to write some long story about the few nights I've had with my mate, but i thought "sod it" and wrote that.