Something has unsettled me recently and I don't know what.
On Friday I was feeling a little sad but purposeful.
On Saturday I was supposed to finish a 2500 word essay and I didn't care that I was 300 words short of an admissible wordcount. Options ran through my head of sending it as it was, sending it a few days late, not sending it at all and even ditching my whole university course. I dutifully finished it and sent it off this evening, a few days late, but I'm by no means back to normal.
I think in the last couple of weeks I've become aware of the huge number of possibilities open to me in this world and how few of them I'm exploring right now, even while I'm on a year abroad. I'm feeling slightly reckless, which isn't very normal for me, but I'm quite enjoying being irresponsible. I'm seriously considering going to see a girl I really like in AZ for valentine's day this evening, just because I can, really.
3 things stand in my way.
1. My bank balance which I haven't checked since I arrived in Sweden
2. The possibility that this reckless whimsy may pass in the next week.
3. The lady in question talking about going to see an ex who is coming back from Iraq that week, even though she spent 10 minutes this evening telling me what a complete ass he is...
On Friday I was feeling a little sad but purposeful.
On Saturday I was supposed to finish a 2500 word essay and I didn't care that I was 300 words short of an admissible wordcount. Options ran through my head of sending it as it was, sending it a few days late, not sending it at all and even ditching my whole university course. I dutifully finished it and sent it off this evening, a few days late, but I'm by no means back to normal.
I think in the last couple of weeks I've become aware of the huge number of possibilities open to me in this world and how few of them I'm exploring right now, even while I'm on a year abroad. I'm feeling slightly reckless, which isn't very normal for me, but I'm quite enjoying being irresponsible. I'm seriously considering going to see a girl I really like in AZ for valentine's day this evening, just because I can, really.
3 things stand in my way.
1. My bank balance which I haven't checked since I arrived in Sweden
2. The possibility that this reckless whimsy may pass in the next week.
3. The lady in question talking about going to see an ex who is coming back from Iraq that week, even though she spent 10 minutes this evening telling me what a complete ass he is...
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Will definitly keep the other guy in mind: was in a similar situation last year, and if a relationship starts on one person cheating then it never bodes well.
i'm just going to try and keep it friendly.
and essays suck!
anyhoo, good luck with the lady friend yourself, you redneck!