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So a while ago I refered to having a new Steph.

Her name is Annie.
We met on the net about 5 years ago and we became really good friends- we're into the same stuff and we've been through similar stuff too.
She's come over to England to study at Oxford (clever thing) and I've been thinking, "fantastic, we can meet up and have fun". To be blunt, if occasion arose, I'd quite happily rock her headboard too...
The cruel irony is that while she's in England, I'm not, and effectively we're no closer than we ever have been, which leaves us in a situation almost identical to what I was in with Steph- I'm not around, so we'd probably have to have an open relationship, and then we run the risk of her meeting someone else and it all falls apart...

It sucks ass.

On the plus side, I've been talking to her about meeting up when I'm home and she seems to be "really busy" which is a good sign, even for our friendship...
She sent me a text yesterday and apparently "We'll talk later", which I guess means this evening. The result of this conversation could decide a lot of stuff, including whether I stay on the site- send me good vibes 'cos this could all go tits-up...