What is it in a person that makes them sabotage a good thing?
Is it to do with feeling undeserving of good things?
Or is it a way of testing to see how good it is? That if you try to ruin it and it still works, that it's somehow better? Or maybe worse?
Is there a difference between good things, that are healthy for you, and things you actually want?
If something is a good thing, should we choose to want it simple because it is good, or are we ultimately hoping for one of the good things we find to be something we want? Or one or more of the things we want to be a good thing?
Is it to do with feeling undeserving of good things?
Or is it a way of testing to see how good it is? That if you try to ruin it and it still works, that it's somehow better? Or maybe worse?
Is there a difference between good things, that are healthy for you, and things you actually want?
If something is a good thing, should we choose to want it simple because it is good, or are we ultimately hoping for one of the good things we find to be something we want? Or one or more of the things we want to be a good thing?