lefty

as i sit here in my white t shirt and khaki pants, i ponder the possibility, is it possible i become someone else when i wear this ensemble?

i just did something that i dont think ive ever done, which was have a cigarette cause i was feeling stressed out...it was nice

ok on the dvd's issue.... ive turned my entire room upside down.. i know those dvd's never left my room while they were in my posession... so the fact that they arent in my room means that someone else has them... which means one of 4 things happened

1. tick stole them
2. tick mistook them for his own and dosent know he has them
3. ian has them and dosent know it
4. one of my cousins stole them while they were staying at our house.

i talked to tick this morning and he swore up and down that he didnt have them. i believe him, for one thing he says he's had experiences where people came over to his house saying they knew him and had something that they needed to get, and ended up stealing stuff from him. the dudes in my band, so why would be put me through that too? he also said that he didnt know what trigun was, but he had some trigun action figures that he thought were cool, but he didnt know where (as in what series) they came from...

maybe he actually does have them and dosent know it, but im gonna check up on that tommorrow...

it hardly seems possible that ian could have got them back from me and not remember it.

my cousins are my family, why would they steal from me? especially considering they shouldnt have been in my room to begin with, and one of them is like 14 and the other like 10....

this totally blows.... did i mention that im now supposed to replace 2 dvds that cost 60 dollars together when new? im now gonna try and find them online at a cheaper price....

goddamn this sucks to the bowels of bloody hell.....anyone got some pics of naked chicks that they could send me via email? that might help heh heh....