lefty

.... sadly, all good things must come to an end....

unfortunately, i am leaving suicide girls. my membership is up sometime in april i believe, and i am just gonna let it run out...for various reasons i wont get into (but suffice it to say, they are many, and heavy) i can no longer be a member... i will certainly miss all of you that made this lame little virgin feel at home and accepted

you know who you are!

i cant believe i feel such pain over leaving a group of people ive never met in real life...

i want yall to know though, that this decision has nothing to do with anyone on the site, or any mal treatment... i know alot of people have been leaving lately because they feel that the site isnt the community that it used to be... i seriously want to stay, if nothing else just for the comrodory (i hope i spelled that right)... you all are the reason i stuck up for this site, whenever people said "you pay money for porn?", id chime right back with "its more than just porn"....you all made this a wonderful experience for me, did great things for my self esteem, and i wouldnt change that for anything...

ive started a journal on deadjournal.com, click here to check it out... and make sure to comment on it, and leave your name so i know who commented...

my only regret other than having to leave, is that ill never get the chance to be a suicide boy...

i ofcourse have aim and msn messenger, and anyone that wants to contact me (or email me) is more than welcome to do so... and ill probabally see some of yall in the chat room too...

aim: meatandmymonkey
msn messenger: meatandmymonkey@hotmail.com

"kay cera cera, whatever will be will be... the future's not ours to see..."

-Lefty