To MsWhatsit called,..
Insomnia still persisting for me at the moment...it is because i am a dragon in the year of the dog....i have no other reason to be not sleeping at moment...well, one thing does plague me before sleep,...but iam currently clearing my concience of that.
I have decided today to extend my half sleeves to three quater sleeves...i have never really liked the full sleeve when it comes to tattooing. But recently i have have just been gravitating to extending those particular tattoos...i have also decided the best way for me to give up smoking is just to go cold turkey on it...out of all the stupid shit i have done and survived so far...smoking i think has to be the stupidest one of all....i don't know what is more impressive..surviving three broken hearts...or 150,000 cigarettes? I got an email from my mother the other day.She asked me to quit,...after 10 ish odd years of smoking she has never asked me to do this or gave me judgement. I asked her what motivated her to ask me now?...she said " Because when you are dying painfully and there is nothing i can do about it, i will think to myself that i was your mother and i did nothing to intervene..."
My mother is the most important person in the world to me...she is the only person who when i think of her gone actually makes me cry...after 30 years of living i know there is more to thank her for than i will ever know...she is the only parent i have ever known..I feel if there was ever a reason i would quit, it would have to be this one,....because she has asked me too. I don't know how i am going to approach this one...i have ten years to undo....however i have never failed to do something for my mum when i have said i will.
I have started making black and red feathered necklaces again....so all my female friends are happy and each supporting a fab new piece of jewelery.
I am just writing to fall asleep at moment....i have to be up early for hair dresser.
learn to dance...it increases your sex appeal ten fold.
Insomnia still persisting for me at the moment...it is because i am a dragon in the year of the dog....i have no other reason to be not sleeping at moment...well, one thing does plague me before sleep,...but iam currently clearing my concience of that.
I have decided today to extend my half sleeves to three quater sleeves...i have never really liked the full sleeve when it comes to tattooing. But recently i have have just been gravitating to extending those particular tattoos...i have also decided the best way for me to give up smoking is just to go cold turkey on it...out of all the stupid shit i have done and survived so far...smoking i think has to be the stupidest one of all....i don't know what is more impressive..surviving three broken hearts...or 150,000 cigarettes? I got an email from my mother the other day.She asked me to quit,...after 10 ish odd years of smoking she has never asked me to do this or gave me judgement. I asked her what motivated her to ask me now?...she said " Because when you are dying painfully and there is nothing i can do about it, i will think to myself that i was your mother and i did nothing to intervene..."
My mother is the most important person in the world to me...she is the only person who when i think of her gone actually makes me cry...after 30 years of living i know there is more to thank her for than i will ever know...she is the only parent i have ever known..I feel if there was ever a reason i would quit, it would have to be this one,....because she has asked me too. I don't know how i am going to approach this one...i have ten years to undo....however i have never failed to do something for my mum when i have said i will.
I have started making black and red feathered necklaces again....so all my female friends are happy and each supporting a fab new piece of jewelery.
I am just writing to fall asleep at moment....i have to be up early for hair dresser.
learn to dance...it increases your sex appeal ten fold.