I would honestly just love to know what the point is in even attempting to find someone to be in a relationship with. It all just leads to headaches and heartache. I have tried I don't know how many times to be someone worth actually BEING with. I try to be as kind, caring, considerate, FAITHFUL, and all around nice guy as humanly possible, but the second I say something out of context or misunderstand something, I'm the biggest piece of shit in the world and nothing I ever say or do is good enough. So why should I even bother trying to make women happy when they don't give two shits about me? You have so many people these days just doing hook ups, and I'm wondering if I should just start doing that. I'm usually against hook ups and one night stands, but I'm also against be treated like shit.

I know this is a bunch of me bitching and moaning about how sad my love life (or lack thereof of) is, but I really don't care anymore. Nobody reads my shit anyway, so I'll post whatever. This is me just blowing off steam because I have no other outlet at the moment.