Well yesterday was a good time accept for the fact my friend that was going to drive for the SG party in Columbus fell through at 3pm and we were leaving up here (Cleveland area) around 8 or 9. I was pissed but what can you do. So I'm gearing for Hell City.
I've been trying to work out things with my son's mother. We were together for 7 years and apart for 3. It's been an emotional roller coaster for the 3 years we were apart. We split up over some issues on both sides we could have fixed back then, but I think that the time part from each other, at least for me, made me stronger and more focused on being the father, boyfriend, partner, and provider I'm striving to be. I just simply lost the drive and focus toward the end of the relationship. I mean I lost my job, I was depressed, and the house was going into foreclosure. I have a great opportunity for a job, but I have to move to Louisville for that to become a reality. I have to eave my son, family, and the woman I still love. I asked her to move down there with me for a fresh start for us and my son to be by my side, but she can't move from here due to the fact she has everything up here, family, job, and her place. I want to work things out, I became the better person and sucked it up and I'm willing to give it another shot. I've told her isn't not that far of a move, but she told me tonight it's not an option right now. I'm willing to travel weekly back and forth if that's the way it has to be for now, or fly them down to see me. I'm not one to give up on her I said, but only time will tell I guess. Until next time.
I've been trying to work out things with my son's mother. We were together for 7 years and apart for 3. It's been an emotional roller coaster for the 3 years we were apart. We split up over some issues on both sides we could have fixed back then, but I think that the time part from each other, at least for me, made me stronger and more focused on being the father, boyfriend, partner, and provider I'm striving to be. I just simply lost the drive and focus toward the end of the relationship. I mean I lost my job, I was depressed, and the house was going into foreclosure. I have a great opportunity for a job, but I have to move to Louisville for that to become a reality. I have to eave my son, family, and the woman I still love. I asked her to move down there with me for a fresh start for us and my son to be by my side, but she can't move from here due to the fact she has everything up here, family, job, and her place. I want to work things out, I became the better person and sucked it up and I'm willing to give it another shot. I've told her isn't not that far of a move, but she told me tonight it's not an option right now. I'm willing to travel weekly back and forth if that's the way it has to be for now, or fly them down to see me. I'm not one to give up on her I said, but only time will tell I guess. Until next time.