leechnest

so... a thousand years have passed and still it seems i have no friends in this suicideworld, comments are not forthcoming and in the real world life keeps dragging along at the blade's pace. if anyone cares i saw my ex-girlfriend yesterday at my job. she's interesting in that way that she can have a fairly normal and innocuous conversation with me on instant messenger ine day, and then two days later when she sees me at work she can be stone-hearted and all but ignore me. yes, am i bitter...
i'm waiting for the ground to swallow me, but it never happens.
i'm also waiting for my friends carrie and jeff to call me about this fucking house we're supposedly moving into on april 1st, but i'm hearing nothing.
doom.