lecia

This has been such a horrible week! So much shit has happened & most of it's my fault & I just wish I could have the chance to make things right & to make things up to my best friend & to show him how much he means to me & how much I DO care about him & appreciate everything he's done for me....I wish he'd let me do what he asked me to do & to give me one last chance. I will do ANYTHING to make things up to him.

And now my brother goes missing....
My brother, Frank left this afternoon to go to my sisters job so he could take her out to lunch, since today is her 37th birthday. He even had a present & a card for her. Well, my sister just called me 20 minutes ago asking where the hell is Frank...he was supposed to come up to my work? He called her this morning & said He'll see her soon. I told her I didn't know....he's not home. She said she tried calling him a couple times & he hasn't answered his cell phone or called her back. So, I tried calling him, & nothing....no answers, no call backs...My Grandmother even tried calling him & the same thing. No ones seen him, heard from him....I'm really scared & worried. This isn't like him. I don't know what to do...I'm freaking out. He'll be 35 on May 8th & I know he's a grown man, but this is not like him. He kept asking me to go with him today, but I said no, because I didn't feel like going anywhere. What if something happened to him? I feel so horrid...

More has happened...but I don't feel like typing it out.

I can't take anymore of this shit.....When will things be good again????? When will things go back to normal????

I just want my best friend back & my brother to be ok. I'll do anything....

~L~
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EDITED@10:45am on 4-30-05

Well, me & the best friend are talking again...That makes me happy.

My brother is still missing. I'm really starting to get worried...

I know I said I wasn't going to, But I just sent in a third set to Missy. Wish me luck!