lecia

I've been a very bad & stupid grrl & now I may have lost my closest friend & it's killing me inside. I hate myself for being so stupid! I'm not going to say what I did, but it was wrong & I'm still beating myself up for it & will continue to do so for a looooong time. I need to start thinking before I open my mouth &/or do things. MetalEric, I'm soooo fucking sorry & I hope & pray that you will forgive me. I'll do anything (within reason) to make it up to you!!!!


I'm not the type of person say "I'm sorry" or to make public apologies....& the fact that I am now goes to prove how sorry I am....I fucked up big time.

I'm really hating myself right now.....I can't stop crying....So, don't mind me.