leavesofdestiny

week 7... wow, what fun, lol, i mean, that's a valid question isn't it? hehe, what fun? i dunno, i haven't found it yet, lol, but that's ok, i'm just gonna write a quick rant before i head out to class, the stupidest class to ever exist, hehe, and i say stupidest and not most stupid specifically to prove my point, hehe, but yes, the rant, how is it that when one, i.e. me, doesn't like a place very much, i.e. here, that he feels quilty for leaving it? that's the feeling of the day, guilty, which kinda sux, cuz obviously, feeling guilty sux, hehe, and i have no ties to anyone here, so i shouldn't feel bad for being home so much, i guess i feel guilty cuz i'm lucky enough to be able to come home a lot and i still complain, OR, i feel like it's my duty to be even more miserable by staying here permenently, OR i feel like i'm supposed to hate home and wanna leave it, but none of the above are really true, so hopefully the feeling will pass, and i'll be able to do simply what i need to do, and in doing that i truly AM being independant, i'm making my own decision to stay or go, study or not study, and not letting anyone else make that decision for me like so many people around here do... well, i think that's about it, just that i miss my love... and i can't wait for october break this weekend, hehe... but nonetheless, i'm gonna give the week the best i've got and try to have a lil' fun doin' it!