learoy

i gotta sort my problem out,
i'm seriously,
a shopoholic.
london is the worst thing for me too.
i went into the city today to get my friend a dickies camo hat, thats it,
then the plan was to head home.
but as soon as i got into MASH, my eyes started to wander, my palms became sweaty and finaly i lost control of my legs.
they took me round all the items, my arms grabbed for things, then my wallet appears in my hands, as if by magik, the notes fly into the shopkeeps hands like butterflys.
i was in there for a whole five minutes.
i emerged 122.50 lighter.
"fuck"
"its happened to me again".

ah well some nice purchases.
lets get the tube...
wait a minute..
the tube stations that way???
why am i going down this street?
no, nooooo don't take me in there....
aaaargh...blackout
*re-emerge outside of shop*
"fuck"
"more bags"
another 115.00 lighter

237.50 in 10 minutes.
5 items of clothing
whats wrong with me.
this happens way too much.
i have huge debts to pay off.
+ there's tons of stuff i've been dyin to save for.
yet i blow my money without thought.
i hate my lack of self control

well...at least i got over my e-bay-aholic-ness.
only because they booted me off.
i'll be back,
they can't block me out forever.