(a friend wrote this to me last year....)
"I feel, not just for you, but WITH you. And I don't know what happens
next. All I count on are the things I know to be true - That
tomorrow morning I'll wake up in the same room, surrounded by the
little things that make it mine, and I'll do the same things I did
today,...
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"I feel, not just for you, but WITH you. And I don't know what happens
next. All I count on are the things I know to be true - That
tomorrow morning I'll wake up in the same room, surrounded by the
little things that make it mine, and I'll do the same things I did
today,...
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(this is something that i posted on my myspace profile....)
i found something. somewhere.
it was transmitted through wire and formed into images.
and words.
it's a new form of comfort. it's a new form of hope. it's a new form of something other than what has eaten away at me for months.
it's what i would like to think as possible. as all things...
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i found something. somewhere.
it was transmitted through wire and formed into images.
and words.
it's a new form of comfort. it's a new form of hope. it's a new form of something other than what has eaten away at me for months.
it's what i would like to think as possible. as all things...
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leannie:
once in a while, you find yourself wrapped up in a moment in time where you're so happy that you feel that if you lose it, you will surely die.
and i found myself like that last week....
and now i cant breathe when i think of it.
and i cant sleep.
nor do i want to......
because there's a pain, an aggravation brewing inside, that makes me hate this life i have chosen.
it takes away every little happiness- from the slightest smile to the tear jerking laughter.
and i want it back. right now. this instance. this very second.
but all i have is this stupid blog with strangers reading it....in hopes that i might find comfort some where out there............
and i found myself like that last week....
and now i cant breathe when i think of it.
and i cant sleep.
nor do i want to......
because there's a pain, an aggravation brewing inside, that makes me hate this life i have chosen.
it takes away every little happiness- from the slightest smile to the tear jerking laughter.
and i want it back. right now. this instance. this very second.
but all i have is this stupid blog with strangers reading it....in hopes that i might find comfort some where out there............
leannie:
i'm. over. this.
Current mood: devious
this is what i am over.....
i'm over not understanding what's misunderstood.
i'm over losing sleep over it.
i'm over confusing my own thoughts with someone else's idea.
i'm over you.
i'm over not being in the know.
i'm over the sick game you decided to play.
i'm over not really being over you.
i'm over the fact that i really let you bother me.
i'm over the fact that i was behind you yesterday walking in the same direction, and I didn't even confront you.
i'm over the little temptations i seem to find in every person i meet.
i'm over believing "the grass is greener on the other side."
i'm over wishing upon a little star.
i'm over wondering why.
i'm just over it all.
besides, i meant it when i said that i whisper because i think i'm better than everyone......
that included you.
Current mood: devious
this is what i am over.....
i'm over not understanding what's misunderstood.
i'm over losing sleep over it.
i'm over confusing my own thoughts with someone else's idea.
i'm over you.
i'm over not being in the know.
i'm over the sick game you decided to play.
i'm over not really being over you.
i'm over the fact that i really let you bother me.
i'm over the fact that i was behind you yesterday walking in the same direction, and I didn't even confront you.
i'm over the little temptations i seem to find in every person i meet.
i'm over believing "the grass is greener on the other side."
i'm over wishing upon a little star.
i'm over wondering why.
i'm just over it all.
besides, i meant it when i said that i whisper because i think i'm better than everyone......
that included you.
"The laws that keep us safe, these laws condemn us to boredom.
Without access to true chaos, we'll never have true peace.
Unless everything can get worse, it won't get any better.
This is all stuff the Mommy used to tell him.
She used to say, "The only frontier you have left is the world of intangibles. Everything else is sewn up too tight."
Caged...
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Without access to true chaos, we'll never have true peace.
Unless everything can get worse, it won't get any better.
This is all stuff the Mommy used to tell him.
She used to say, "The only frontier you have left is the world of intangibles. Everything else is sewn up too tight."
Caged...
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"Peter used to say that an artist's job is to make order out of chaos. You collect details, look for a pattern, and organize. You make sense out of senseless facts. You puzzle together bits of everything. You shuffle and reorganize. Collage. Montage. Assemble.
Peter used to say, an artist's job is to pay attention, collect, organize, archive, preserve, then write a report. Document. Make...
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Peter used to say, an artist's job is to pay attention, collect, organize, archive, preserve, then write a report. Document. Make...
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so....i am not so anxious anymore. my friend visited me for the night, and we went out to celebrate another friend's 21st birthday. we didn't stay long, and soon after we arrived to the party, the birthday boy puked in the sink. i'm sure he feels wicked hung over today...
i feel kind of blah today. i miss dan a lot. he'll be in NY...
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i feel kind of blah today. i miss dan a lot. he'll be in NY...
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sune:
i read books from Patrick Senecal. it's a french author... so.. i don't think that you can understand if you don,t speak french! sorry!!
and you will like my first set if you like my outfit. i can,t say nothing more..
and you will like my first set if you like my outfit. i can,t say nothing more..
sune:
i don,t know when my set will posted maybe tomorrow, maybe in 5 months! how knows!!
i'm so anxious! i'm so anxious! I'M SO ANXIOUS!!! I'm waiting for one of my best friends from high school to arrive in town. Once I pick her up, we're off to a birthday party to celebrate my friend's 21st birthday. I haven't been out in a while, so I'm extremely anxious to go out for drinks and great conversation. I even dressed up a...
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sune:
have a great hang out with your old friend! be GIRLIE and don,t be SO ANXIOUS!!!!
you are in Army?
you are in Army?
i have posted a couple of pictures for all to view. i'll post more soon.
nokturn:
Saw your link to your tattoo pics in the tattoo group- the sleeve design's gorgeous and the colours work really well.
I remember the characters from those books, and it looks very authentic.
Nice work!!
I remember the characters from those books, and it looks very authentic.
Nice work!!
im really diggin' this new look of the SG page......i think i might come here more often...... 
sune:
yes, i really like this new look too!
discovolante:
You should definitly come here a lot more !! 
i'm only 23 years old, and i'm tired. the army has exhausted me. i seriously feel sometimes i just don't have the energy to go on......
good night.....
good night.....
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downy:
It get's better. I promise. It also makes it that much sweeter when you get out!
thickerthanwater:
A good eve of sleep & you'll feel much better in the morn. The only easy day is yesterday...
i'm miserable. i'm sad, and i just want to cry. i hate days like these.
foreverking:
Anything anyone can do to help?