sorry i've been away from SG. my life has been totally crazy the past couple of weeks. i've been stressed out for a couple of reasons: my upcoming wedding (having to hear my mom bug me about the invitations...woman, i have 4 months until the wedding!), moving out of my parents' house (dan and i just signed the papers for our condo), and the friggin' lump that's inside my mouth.
i woke up one day about 3 weeks ago to discover a large lump inside my right cheek. my dentist was mystified, so he sent me over to an oral surgeon. the oral surgeon assured me that there's about a 95% chance that it's just a benign tumor, but we're still getting it taken out anyway. then it'll be biopsied and we'll know for sure.
time until surgery: 6.5 hours
i'm nervous. the surgeon was saying that i'll have stitches in my mouth, like when your wisdom teeth are removed. my wisdom teeth were never removed, b/c i don't have them. i know my fear/worry over the stitches is really a cover for my fear over the lump being anything but a benign tumor. but try telling that to my mind!
thanks, inkkedbutterflys, for all of your comments on here. i missed you, too. i always look forward to your comments.
i woke up one day about 3 weeks ago to discover a large lump inside my right cheek. my dentist was mystified, so he sent me over to an oral surgeon. the oral surgeon assured me that there's about a 95% chance that it's just a benign tumor, but we're still getting it taken out anyway. then it'll be biopsied and we'll know for sure.
time until surgery: 6.5 hours
i'm nervous. the surgeon was saying that i'll have stitches in my mouth, like when your wisdom teeth are removed. my wisdom teeth were never removed, b/c i don't have them. i know my fear/worry over the stitches is really a cover for my fear over the lump being anything but a benign tumor. but try telling that to my mind!
thanks, inkkedbutterflys, for all of your comments on here. i missed you, too. i always look forward to your comments.
this is one big bitch sorry jay is my roomie/ex FYI
so i was told my front seal on my trans was bad
so Saturday i start taking the things off around the trans (drive shaft starter) that i can get off with out jays help he get home all pist cuz i started taking things apart with out him I'm like OK what ever so i go in brake open my rum and sit in the computer room most of the night tell 2 i think Sunday we get up (830)eat cold pizza for breakfast get to work get all the bolts out and go to lower the trans with 2 jacks half way down the fucking thing drops jay gets all pist so I'm like take a brake now(in my head or I'm going to fucking kill you) so we go to the bank and mickeyds come home it takes almost 2 hours to get the damn seal to go in right woo hoo get to put it back together 4 hrs latter its 10 at night and I'm laying under my truck with a light trying to get the starter back on jays sitting at the computer bitching at me threw the damn window so I'm all pist off then i drop the damn starter and smash my middle finger (starter about 20-30 lbs) 10:45 finally done its running SWEET so i take it for a drive to make sure its not making any strange noises its not good so i come in the house and jays jerking off to some freaky porn i roll my eyes and go start the wash because his lazy ass couldn't do it i come up stares and hes in the shower grrr I'm covered head to toe in grease i should have taken a pic hehe and hes been in the house for an hour WTF finally my turn shower get out and hes looking at porn again what the fuck I'm sleepy so i go in his room lock the door and go to bed hehe piss me off I'll lock you out of your own room fall asleep at 230 get up at 6 45 damn i did not want to get up so i go to work park go get my stuff come out look under the truck and THE FUCKING THING IS STILL LEAKING OMG am i pist all that for nothing
after work i went and had yuppie coffee with jess my best friend we are sitting in the park and this cute BCB is taking pic of the flag then walks over to us and asks if he can take some pic of us for one of his classes so we say at almost the same time "i look like shit but sure" so we just sat and talked and he walked around us taking pic then asked if we could move and sit in the grass with are backs to the sun it was alot of fun we are so dumb we never asked him for his name but hes going to bring jess copys of the pic so maybe i will see him again
the rest of my night has sucked other then talking to a friend on yahoo i really wish i had the $ to move