leanan_sidhe

You take away
I feel the same
All the promises you made to me you made in vain
I lost myself inside your tainted smile again

I feel betrayed
Stuck in your ways
And you rip me apart
With the brutal things you say
I can't deal with shit anymore
I just look away

Cause you can't feel my ANGER
You can't feel my pain
You can't feel my torment
Driving me insane
I can't fight these feelings they bring only pain
You can't take away
Make me whole again

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Another one of those moods has hit. Perhaps it's the new moon arriving. Maybe PMS. Whatever it is, I hate being preoccupied with thoughts that make me miserable, or worse, fill me with doubt. I can say I am happier than hell to have my kiddies back home, even if earlier than expected. And this time apart, even the change in arrangments, has made me know even more than I already did what I need and where my heart is. So why this bloody black cloud all of a sudden?