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i work too much. i'm in school. i never see the light of day. i realized i need to give up sleep this week. considering, for the first time in my life, using some kind of speed for purely utilitarian reasons. something one step up from coffee.

i remember having 'cross tops' when i was 14. remember those? minithins. trucker speed: the best! my hot best friend (i used to watch her sleep, i think i was in love with her) would tickle my scalp and neck while we were jacked on minithins. then i'd hang out while my friends huffed gold spray paint in the shadow of the highway overpass. fucking losers. i'm glad i dont live in alabama anymore.

uh anyway.