Long time no talk, im still alive sorry i havent been in the chat room in forever, working alot and making ends meet as they say.. miss you all take care
timber_:
ends meeting is a good thing, lol.
Ok so i seem to have a fantasy/sexual feeling latley that i cant find any info on, or a web site or anything...here it is PLEASE leave feedback...ok i think about my wife maybe we are at a party, or out somewhere and its obvious other guys are looking at her. I may make a comment along the lines of "that guy is checking out...
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pajamamama:
I say tell your wife. Talk to her about it...She may be into it too and you just don't know it. 
I don't think it is strange at all. Sometimes I it's nice to know that others want or like what you have and they can look but only you can touch. I don't know of any websites or anything sorry.
I don't think it is strange at all. Sometimes I it's nice to know that others want or like what you have and they can look but only you can touch. I don't know of any websites or anything sorry. This is a PART 2 from my last blog PLEASE go back and read that one before this and give advice.
Things I have to do to Better Myself for us.
Study for the postal exam more.
Get a better job (or second job)
Be more open and honest with my wife and not hide anything
Stop being so lazy, have some ambition and want...
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Things I have to do to Better Myself for us.
Study for the postal exam more.
Get a better job (or second job)
Be more open and honest with my wife and not hide anything
Stop being so lazy, have some ambition and want...
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ladycakes:
Thanks! and good luck with all the above.
beckyjane:
THank you. 
Its been a rough few weeks, i feel like everytime my wife and I are OK something happens that makes us not OK, and the part that tears me up the most inside is the fact that, it seems to be a combo of my fault and her unwillingness to be supportive, and what REALLY hurts me is no matter how mush i love her...
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timber_:
*hugs*
*hugs*
elvis:
does sound like rough times. I know I have been there before. It you need anyone to chat with about it feel free to email me here or if your on messengers lemme know.
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WOw you two haven't been married long to have such troubles
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WOw you two haven't been married long to have such troubles
this snow is getting overwhelming, north of me they have declared a "state of emergency" it's nuts, so i have a day off today and i was made to feel bad about that, but no biggie, sometimes i get so bored here my head hurts, i live upstairs of a funeral home and its dead (pun intended) 
It's been a rough few days for the wife and I, we have gotten to the point where i left and she took off her rings, all this becuase i dont have a huge paying job even though i continue to look for it, now i know i have to get a good job to support us i want to so im not innocent in...
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trixxx:
whoah!! sounds bad..money has broken up a few people I know. Hope you two are working on it....
I now lvie in CATO NY....dont ask..BUT i do live upstairs of a Funeral Home, soooo who wants a free tour and play with all the cool shit downstairs
cereal_killer:
hey... welcome to the upstate group... stop in and say hey to all the fucking crazies.
i haven't lived in syracuse now in almost 2 years now... kinda miss it... how's the radio biz going?
be careful about offering for people to play with the "cool stuff" in the funeral home... you might start making a lot of necrophiliac friends... lol
i haven't lived in syracuse now in almost 2 years now... kinda miss it... how's the radio biz going?
be careful about offering for people to play with the "cool stuff" in the funeral home... you might start making a lot of necrophiliac friends... lol
trixxx:
ok so here I am.....
if anyone is in the syracuse NY area let me know
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faye:
hi
cereal_killer:
Just wanted to drop a line and say what's up...
I'm the new UpstateSGNY group owner and i'm popping into people's journals from the upstate area to invite them to join the group!
i'm hoping to get enough new members interested in events to have get togethers and large events (possibly a darien lake day, or something to that effect). so stop by and see what's up... i promise there isn't even any sort of weird initiation (well, unless you want there to be... lol).
C_K
oh, and sorry about the "form letter"... this would be a super lengthy process if i tried doing it any other way.
I'm the new UpstateSGNY group owner and i'm popping into people's journals from the upstate area to invite them to join the group!
i'm hoping to get enough new members interested in events to have get togethers and large events (possibly a darien lake day, or something to that effect). so stop by and see what's up... i promise there isn't even any sort of weird initiation (well, unless you want there to be... lol).
C_K
oh, and sorry about the "form letter"... this would be a super lengthy process if i tried doing it any other way.
why am i so fucking stupid.....i fail this exam to get my liscense for my new job..and thats not the big deal..i can re-take and study more FIRST i get "well you have to wait 24 hours" ok no prob then i get "well you have to wait 48" ok bullshit but whatever..NOW its not working and of course nobody is at the office and...
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sometimes, i just dont know...when someone you love more then life may lose someone they love to a illness, you want to be there, hold them...even be their puncing bag if need be.....but when they say "you cant understand, both your grandparents are still alive" and throw your had off of them, you feel helpless,....they dont want to hear "it will be ok" they yell...
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